i have no idea what is with me, lately.....

it's like i no longer find anything good about my work that makes me look forward to every morning like how i used to, in teh past.........

i dont focus as much as i do at work.

i dread work, find having to go to work everyday is a pain in the ass.

what is wrong with me? its my 1st time working at one place for sucha long time without any problems. yes, its been a year, time flies.

now that, i even have thoughts to leave the place. ): but what am i suppose to do after i leave? ive gt no income.

wanna go back to school badly but somehow i find that school and me's drifting futher apart, gettins too far apart.

money's a problem to start off. no moolah, no school.

and again, im thinking what are the other jobs i can do besides being a cook?

argh, i just needa rant to let off some steam.

................cos now its only me and my blog.

i know im asking for it if i find any kind souls out there to rant. -_- cos basically, imma pain in the asss, myself. ):

gotta go to bed, night