finally, 30th october's here.

collecting my i.d later on at ICA building. no longer a illegal immigrant! lol.

i called myself that ever since i lost my i.d. zz and whats more my passport's expired way too long ago. so yeah, an illegal immigrant.

ok, doesnt make any sense.

after so, going to see a movie with crazy butt... i will do an update about that movie we're going to watch.

lol, everyone's been raving about it... on youtube, magazines, newspapers. everywhere! they said isnt a good movie but still im gonna watch it. lol. make a guess?

get it right, u get 3 chupa chups lollipops from mey! coke, cherry and lemon flavoured.(random. lol) :D :D

totally didnt have the chance to watch 'Cloudy's Chance of Meatballs.' i don't know if i spell the title right. forgive me if it isnt.. :/ schedule's clashed. urgh!

guess gotta wait for the dvd to be out.

and again, can go feast on movie theatre's popcorn. i like the sweet ones, crazy butt prefers savoury. :/ lol. oh well.... shes more into nachos and cheesy dogs or something.

till later!

4am, holy monkey! :/

yep, time flies, its been a week i last updated this thing here.

a quick one. not gonna say anything much. work tomorrow, dreading it. the feeling of not willing to go to work still lingers. it sucks but when u gotta go u gotta go. :/

its halloween this saturday! its sad cos our country doesnt celebrate this. hate it, why cant we celebrate stuff like that?! :/ guess i make chocolate cupcakes and orange frosting for this.... maybe.

ahhh, im dying already. tired.

zzz-ing time, ciao.

i have no idea what is with me, lately.....

it's like i no longer find anything good about my work that makes me look forward to every morning like how i used to, in teh past.........

i dont focus as much as i do at work.

i dread work, find having to go to work everyday is a pain in the ass.

what is wrong with me? its my 1st time working at one place for sucha long time without any problems. yes, its been a year, time flies.

now that, i even have thoughts to leave the place. ): but what am i suppose to do after i leave? ive gt no income.

wanna go back to school badly but somehow i find that school and me's drifting futher apart, gettins too far apart.

money's a problem to start off. no moolah, no school.

and again, im thinking what are the other jobs i can do besides being a cook?

argh, i just needa rant to let off some steam.

................cos now its only me and my blog.

i know im asking for it if i find any kind souls out there to rant. -_- cos basically, imma pain in the asss, myself. ):

gotta go to bed, night

Oooooooh, its been awhile since I last updated this space here. well teh reason I'm here cos im bored and i have nothing better to do.

Weather's been good these days, I'm happy. Looks like Sentosa tomorrow with Liling. Awesome. :D I'm lovin' the sun! Don't go away. Stay this way for ever, with that constant breeze, of cos.

Oh yeah, She got me to make sandwiches. Lol, on a budget! But homemade sandwiches are good stuff. What should I do? maybe, Tuna sandwiches. Easy and goooood. (:

Listening to some song by B.E.P, off their new album. It's catchy and good. Recently I've found some pretty good songs, online. Thanks to Imeem and friggin' Youtube!

Probably going to Grandma's later on. And Im sleepy now. :\

I guess I'm gonna come up with another entry this week. It's been awhile, Ive done a rant or say stupid stuff that's going on around here.

Ive got a few in mind....... Like, public toilets. Hahahahaha! It's annoying!

Oh well, gotta go. Bye world~

Here's my 2nd time doing up a movie contest entry organized by Nuffnang! Im excited...

This is one movie that Im looking foward to, no joke. I've seen the trailer before during one of the times in the cinema while waiting for the movie to start.

U know u love watching these upcoming movie trailers while munching on sweet popcorn. And time to time u wld say "I so wanna watch this movie!" I know I do all the time...

So yes, I wanna watch this movie and now Im given an opportunity to do so, free! Im all for it. :D
The other reason is that this movie is based on a true story, love movies that's been made out of a true story, things that had happened before. Its amazing.

Plus, the job Im doing relates to this, yes I work with food just in case some of you do not know!

Since every cooking experience is an enjoyable one for me and dare I say favourite too. I guess I shall tell y'all one of my disastrous cooking experience! Its horrible and Im not perfect so yeah, I do have bad cooking experience too. ):
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This happened a few years back, I was surfing the net and stumbled upon this awesome recipe site that have tons of food recipes in there posted by members of the public, so yeah I was craving for hamburgers! Plus I had minced beef in the fridge...

I went ahead to search for a hamburger recipe.

Read through and thought I wld go to the supermarket the next day to get my hamburger ingredients... I was excited!

So I went into teh kitchen to get the minced beef out of teh fridge and put it in a bowl with chopped onions, salt, pepper and some other condiments to make beef patties. It was going all good, I shaped teh patties nicely and put it in individual plastic wraps for use the next morning!

By then, the patties wld be nicely marinated and full of flavor.

the next morning, I got to teh surpermarket and got all teh other stuff I needed for Hamburgers. Like, Mushrooms, Cheese slices and Burger bun.

I got home, prepare everything that I needed for my Hamburger and set it aside. So Ive decided to put in mushrooms for my Hamburger like how Burger King do it. I begin to sautee the chopped garlic and sliced mushroom. Thought it was going well at first then I realised something, i turned up teh heat a lil too much, added too much garlic.

We all know if teh heat is too high once u throw in your garlic, everything wld burn. And burnt garlic taste bad, all bitter and black!

So yeah, I had burnt garlic sauteed with mushrooms. Plus that, I added abit too much salt! So I had, burnt garlic salty sauteed mushrooms. Badddddd...

If that isnt bad enough, I even burnt my beef patties, again I made the same mistake! The heat was too high, by the time I realised it, one side of my patty had already burnt. So it was all cooked on the outside and raw on the inside, it was disgusting but I was hungry then, I just went ahead with it, ):

i went ahead to make my burger, added the burnt patty and salty sauteed mushrooms, topped with cheese and baked it in the oven awhile to melt the cheese, by then I was done. My burger didnt look like a burger at all, everything was falling aprt. Wasnt what I had in mind. I even made 2, one for my Dad!

And I got some nasty comments from my Dad. He was like half laughing that I made horrible burger. Comments that comes from ur Dad whose a chef, its pathetic. Seriously!

I ended up having to eat disgusting burnt burger for teh afternoon not only that I couldnt taste the beef and yes my mouth was filled with burnt garlic. ):

Kinda numb my tastebuds. SO whatever I put in my mouth I couldnt taste it but only garlic. IT WAS HORRIBLE! No matter how much water I drank to flush out the taste of garlic, didnt work.

I was all sweaty hot and oily when Iate the burger. :\ Its like I ate the burger at the picnic table right after a game of football.

If that isnt bad enough, I made a mess in the kitchen, it was oily and disgusting, I cld smell nothing but smoke in the kitchen.

I had to mop floors and wash dishes. I wouldnt mind if I had a good burger meal. But instead I had a disgusting and bad burger meal and having to clear up teh mess. Argh!

Thats the end of my disastrous cooking experience! I hope y'all enjoy my crazy story. Im only human, so friends out there.. If u tried my good cooking, ure lucky! HAHAHA!

i'm down with cold and my throat is irritating me so much! i've been sneezing the whole day at work. i have no idea how flu bug found me and had decided that i shall be the next victim. ):

i'm coughing so much too, argh.... i hate this!

30 minutes to 4am, holy crap. i better get going, i have to wake up at 8am later on! ): ):

and now im getting teh hiccups. i know its all funny(and cute) to see the person jerk suddenly cos he/ she's having some hiccup fit. but so not funny(definitely not cute too) for the person whose having a hiccup fit. dammit......

bahhhhhh, i ate like 3 slices of white bread with friggin SPAM earlier on. go google spam if u do not know whats that, ok, it's luncheon meat. im not hungry i just felt like having food. bad.

i just realised i spent 10 minutes, complaining hw pathetic i am.

someone out there, pls pity me! *pouts*

....................lol.

urgh, im crazyyyyyyy.

i'm tired & i'm upset.

enough said.....

look at my picture...

isnt it amazing what photoshop can actually do to your horrible looking photo, before? it does wonders to photos that belongs to you and i.

unless you wake up looking like snow white every morning.

i know you people are gonna say shit that i use photoshop and gonna use this to decieve people around me. hah! now that i told it's been digitally enhanced/ edited. wld u still say that i'm lying? bah!

everyone's doing it. having the technique to do so isnt hard these days, tons of video tutorials you can watch on youtube. i'm not saying whatever ive done to teh above picture is 100% perfecto but still, i did it.

visible difference from teh previous which of cos i'm not gonna post the bfore here. :/

the world's full of lies. everyone is lying.. u know it. you're doing it and i am too.

......sigh.
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it's weird how these people who walked into your life just leave like that, especially those you wanna keep. the ones you want them to walk into your life and not leave. they leave without saying good bye. they left without saying a word, u wun even know, u only get it after not heraing from them for awhile.....

but for those u wish they wld go like right now just stays put and not leaving. WHY?!

i dont knw about y'all, but i have days like that almost every other day. it sucks..

god, why are u so mean? am i not pathetic enough?

i'm not trying to sound like im needy or desperate that is..

but am i not having enough of this crap? why cant one just have stuff/ people without any terms and conditions applied for that matter?

i dont know if i'm making any sense but if u feel me, i appreciate that.

Some amazing talent I found on Youtube. She's amazing! and cute too... :D

Watch her other videos.

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Oh yeah I'm so happy when I recieved news that he has already recieved the package! It's at the post office waiting for him to go collect it. Can't wait to hear what he has to say after looking at the contents. :D

I'll be waiting for his response, which is tomorrow. Then I will tell y'all and post pictures. HA HA~ :D I'm looking forward to recieve mineee. which he's gonna post it out by the weekends, he'll try his best. Well, yay.

It's mooncake festival tomorrow. Have u guys bought mooncakes and paper lanterns??

I thought I cld go light up candles with my bros but I have t work till 10pm tomorrow. :\ I saw the moon earlier on when I was on my way home, it's brigh and round but looks cloudy, well the haze that's been here recently is teh cause. ):

Hate the haze, you're making the bright round moon look all blur and not bright!

Picture was taken off Google. I didnt take this picture.

Were you guys out yesterday afternoon? I mean, out of th house? I was out with my Grandma yesterday afternoon, the haze was quite bad. We were crossing the road and we looked at the sky, it was gloomy and the smell of smoke was strong.

I hate when the haze is here. U know haze is bad for health, teh air we breathe in isnt fresh air. I guess the world have to do something with these people burning down forest or not. I dont know what kinda punishment they wld give but yeah, punish them like throw them into jails for good.

Of course we cant say anything if the haze is caused by bushfires due to the hot weathers or anything like that. Natural causes...

But please do something if it's caused by inconsiderate pple who burn down their forests for good use in future. You can die early, but I dont wanna die early. I guess everyone around here deserve fresh air and good weather. Right???

Right.