gotten the sudden urge to get something done? Like this one thing that's been on your mind for awhile now and before it slips off your mind, you remember it again and wanna get it done so badly?

I dont know about you guys, but I do have that 'urge' every now and then and it sucks when you wanna get it done so badly, some things/ someone or somehow it's restricting u to do so.

I'm someone who hates restrictions. I hate it when I know someone's there to stop me.

But again, let's say you got the money/ time to do it eventually, you get to the place or almost 1 step towards what you want..,. U take a step back and think twice.(sometimes 3 times) & ask yourself, 'Do I really need this?'

Otherwise, you go ahead and do it, after u realise you've done it. You think it over and over and curse yourself for making such a stupid decision. You give it a thought for days and be miserable about it....

The feeling suck alot. Trust me, cos I'mma victim, I admit. :/

Pushing all the 'jumping into it and be miserable later on' kinda situation, at times you know u made a right move by doing it, of cos, I have times like that and I feel good about it.

It's like a big mission, completed or 50% done and you're left with another 50 to deal with. Lol.

These mind games never fail to be out there and stab u hard in the back or u see it coming but do nothing and let it do it's killing. The human mind is crazy on it's own.

You guys gotta agree with me on this.
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Like for this blog entry I'm writing, it wasn't planned.

The thought came like a bullet that's been fired into my head and there u go, it's all been written.. I'm quite happy everything's having a flow here on this entry.

Sometimes, I have to crack my brain like crazy to come up with a half decent blog entry that's worth reading. ):

Blogging isnt easy after all....... Totally admire those who have such creative minds to be typing out interesting entries that makes u wanna read entry after entry. Having the time to go view your blog in every 1-2 days and check out if there's anything new.

And people always relate how interesting your life is and expect you to entertain them with a snap of yo fingers. Funny, if you ask me. Cos I get that many times...

Like I said, the human mind is crazy on it's own....................

Not a bad thing actually. Ha!



It's like I have the angel and devil on each side of my shoulders moment.