a week since I last blogged. Can't think of anything that's interesting enough to blog. :/

It's my day off today and I'm going to the ICA building to get my I.D done. Like, finally! Oh yeah, how I lost my I.D is a story, I'll tell another day.(like when??)

As for now I'll go shower and be prepared.

My dad's talking to my grandma now and they're talking about some relatives, I swear the relatives I've got some weird names like yeah their birth names or at least the names they're called in the household.

Don't say why I'm being rude and stuff, well if u were to hear it for yourself u wld say the same and god knows how they look like, I don't even remember.

I probably seen them when I was 5 but that was 14 years ago so yeah, can't remember. Thou I see them like once in a blue moon and they'd say stuff like,

"hey remember me? I'm your aunty, your grandma's brother's wife's sister's daughter's sister. U know? U were so little when back then now you've grown so big! you never change much, teh expression you always give is still there...."

Bla bla, in my head I'm like, "who are you? I dont even remember my grandma had ever tell me about u before..."

Im sure all of you had such moments before during family gatherings or some wedding dinner to attend. You see new faces around the event and they tell you, you're related to them.

WHo knows, one day I see Jay Chou around some family gathering of mine and he comes up to me and say "Hey you know me? I'm your Mom's brother's god-sister's son's cousin...."

Till then, u see me boasting that Jay Chou is SOMEHOW related to me. :D

Awesome, much?

Yahoo!

I'm sooo good in this, even I said so myself. (:

gotten the sudden urge to get something done? Like this one thing that's been on your mind for awhile now and before it slips off your mind, you remember it again and wanna get it done so badly?

I dont know about you guys, but I do have that 'urge' every now and then and it sucks when you wanna get it done so badly, some things/ someone or somehow it's restricting u to do so.

I'm someone who hates restrictions. I hate it when I know someone's there to stop me.

But again, let's say you got the money/ time to do it eventually, you get to the place or almost 1 step towards what you want..,. U take a step back and think twice.(sometimes 3 times) & ask yourself, 'Do I really need this?'

Otherwise, you go ahead and do it, after u realise you've done it. You think it over and over and curse yourself for making such a stupid decision. You give it a thought for days and be miserable about it....

The feeling suck alot. Trust me, cos I'mma victim, I admit. :/

Pushing all the 'jumping into it and be miserable later on' kinda situation, at times you know u made a right move by doing it, of cos, I have times like that and I feel good about it.

It's like a big mission, completed or 50% done and you're left with another 50 to deal with. Lol.

These mind games never fail to be out there and stab u hard in the back or u see it coming but do nothing and let it do it's killing. The human mind is crazy on it's own.

You guys gotta agree with me on this.
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Like for this blog entry I'm writing, it wasn't planned.

The thought came like a bullet that's been fired into my head and there u go, it's all been written.. I'm quite happy everything's having a flow here on this entry.

Sometimes, I have to crack my brain like crazy to come up with a half decent blog entry that's worth reading. ):

Blogging isnt easy after all....... Totally admire those who have such creative minds to be typing out interesting entries that makes u wanna read entry after entry. Having the time to go view your blog in every 1-2 days and check out if there's anything new.

And people always relate how interesting your life is and expect you to entertain them with a snap of yo fingers. Funny, if you ask me. Cos I get that many times...

Like I said, the human mind is crazy on it's own....................

Not a bad thing actually. Ha!



It's like I have the angel and devil on each side of my shoulders moment.

Whitney Houston! It's been awhile..................................

Click and listen, I know I'm in love with this song. I'm glad I clicked on this out of curiosity. :D

How was it? (: There's something 70's-80's in this song of hers. Like the ones she used to sing. It's good. I dont hate it. Like I said, Im in love with it! (:

I heard that shes gonna come back, well she better be!

'm not a hardcore Whitney fan but I do have quite a number of her songs in my mp3. Nothing beats listening to a few of those classics. HAHA! I am one of the many that listens to the 80's.

Go listen and rate it. Imma try download it. :X

greeting to all of you whose reading this. (:

and to my muslim friends out there, where ever u are right now, selamat hari raya to y'all! best of luck and get many many money in green packets!

so when are you muslim friends out there gonna invite me to your place for awesome rendang and kueh kueh??? i dont really care about the green packets, more of the goodies that im looking frward to. yum! :D heh.

anyways...... i havent been blogging much these days. i dont know what to blog baout, well ive gt stuff to blog about like many! but yeah im lazy to and its gonna be 4am in 30 minutes time. im gonna go to bed already but what sucks is that, im so hungry right now! :\

ever come to a point youre hungry all of a sudden? and ure still wide awake? i dont know about u but i have that kinda sensation every now and then. its annoying me!

bahhhhhhhhhh, not gonna say much. im off.

bye.

BOO! :D

day off tomorrow, 9 more days to payday..

life's a bliss!(at least for now, lol.)

i'm soooooo excited, (: lantern festival is coming, im sure gonna get more paper lanterns and candles, so that i can burn houses down! lol.

just kiddingggggg.. it's been years since i played around, burning wax candles. ha ha. im gonna play with my brothers or something.

thou they end up gathering dried leaves they found on the ground and burn them. -_- think they cld create a camp fire with those pathetic lookin leaves. :/ the leaves dun burn much thou, they just crackle and dry up.. lol.

and i'm gonna be joining my colleagues to make snowskin mooncakes at work, next sunday! it's gonna be something that i look forward to, fo sure! :D

life's good when u got things ahead of u and ure excited to get your hands on it. (: and of cos plan more awesome stuff to do. for me, at least.

and of cos im 9 days away from getting a holga/ fisheye cam. AWESOME, MUCH!

obviously, my monthly baking time, alone. (: thou ive got a date with Cindy in her kitchen. hot and sizzlin' in there. god knows what we can come up with, :b

okkkay. im done for now.

stay tune for more! :D

Have u guys watched this? Apparently, everyone's talking about it all over the net and youtube as well.

Kanye's being an ass in this video. Taylor Swift got an award and was doing her speech, that dude just came on stage in the middle of her speech and say Beyonce was better. like, hell!?

Hear the boos and jeers coming from the audience..... & the poor girl(Taylor Swift)was well, speechless.

Omfg. like seriously, cant you just let that girl finish with what she wants to say and u say ur piece? or better yet, NOT SAY IT. Say it like backstage or something. It's her moment of success or whatever u call that, NOT YOURS.

For what you've said made it like a moment of embarrassment for her!

You dont go up and interrupt and say something that unpleasant to ears of the winner and everyone around whose cheering for the winner. :/

Go watch it if u havent. Gotta tune up the volume. Ignorant people like that sucks ass..

Respect for him goes down alot, trust that I listen to his songs. Ok, this is totally irrelevant but yeah!

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Knocked off from work and had a Final Destination moment for like a minute or 2. I almost hurt myself..(major one if I really did.)

What's more, lucky for the part I did not hurt myself but I certainly did make a fool of myself. there were 3 guys there who were staring at me like Im crazy.

I gave that silly smile and didnt know where to hide my face. Of cos my heart beat like crazy.. Not cos of the 3 guys looking at me, but the close call! Almost got myself, killed. Grr.

I will elaborate more on that, stay tune. LOL (Something to look forward to!)

Suf, if you're reading this.. The Final Destination moment that I was talking about was well, ESCALATORS. Go figure! HAHAHAHAHA.

U're an ass for tha tag u've made!

Well the rest of you, if you watch the latest FD-4, you would know what I'm talkking about! :b

Ok, I gotta go for now. CIAO!

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11 MONTHS! 1 more month to a year! *Jumps around like CRAZY!*

Yessaaaaaah~ :D

so the other time i was talking about how f*cked up my dad is, like literally poking his nose in the sites i go to. like seriously, what the fuck.

i almost got an ass whoopin' like 5 minutes ago cos he claims IM ON FACEBOOK AGAIN.

oh, now what? I cant even fucking log into damned facebook????????????

is checking your wall messages and photo comments called 'becoming a facebook addict' ???

can someone out there, anyone enlighten me on this shit thats happening?

how am i an addict on facebook? if im an addict, i think millions of peope out there who checks facebook like every 5 minutes are some ape shit crazy facebook members already.

how ape shit crazy they can get??

.......................like they live/ breathe/ eat facebook.

having em compared to me who checks daily(like how i check my emails) but not every 5 minutes kinda thing is like 0.000000000000000000000001%

den i answered back, which caused him to go crazy like he always do,

me: "what? cant i check my facebook account? its not like i play games or something. i check for messages and stuff, i DUN play facebook games."

him: "did i say u play games on facebook?"

me: "if not, i dun see whats wrong with checking it. everyone gt facebook these days.. ever your 2 sons have it."

him: "really? but i dont see em on the computer till 4am every night."

me: "i dont see any link with ME logging into facebook. WHATS WRONG WITH LOGGING INTO FACEBOOK!?"

him *starts to go crazy, threatening to beat the shit outta me.. swearing, as usual* "u dont talk to me in this manner ok?"
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whats ur say in this???? can someone nice just tell me my father is one crazy man who thinks im an addict on facebook(not, even if i lived another 5 times.)

is he being unreasonable or i am the one whose having an attitude problem here now huh?

i guess i dont have to be online till the wee hours if i get to stay at home like my fucking bros always do in the day.

i guess i dun have to if i get to come home early, daily.

i guess i dont have to if i getta use like at some normal hours and not waiting for my stupid brother to end his game of WAR OF WARCRAFT every night.

and i gotta wait for him like im waiting for the sun to rise from the west instead of the usual, EAST SIDE.

like hes dealing some million dollar business on that fucked up monster killing games.

if im an addict on facebook, i dont know what u call my brother for playing war of warcraft every single day without fail.

seriously, whts facebook compared to stupid war of warcraft? im not syaing this cos im anti of RPG games but for real!

if thats not picking on me, i dont know what that is.

its my dad's fucking idea to place the damned desktop in teh living den bear with our online activites, i cant even do what i want den might as well i dont even fucking come here.

he thinks my hours on the computer till 4am is only on facebook. what teh fuck he knows!?

if me going on facebook is lame as hell.. then wat about my brother who watches damn lamborgini(or how u spell it, who gives a shit?) youtube videos which he can never afford it, even if he does, no point wasting his time wathcing those videos..

cld have used the time from watching and dreaming of owning a lamborgini to focus on pursuing higher education, save money from working hard to buy his first car, never mind a lamborgini.

he doesnt say shit when my stupid brother watches lamorgini. why he says shit when i happen to be on the facebook site, not even logging in yet.

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK....

Major ewwwwwww, please.

OMFG! I freaked out watching this video. My eyes widen at the part when he said he only wash his hair once a year. I cannot take it if I dont wash my hair for a full day!

I cannot imagine if I dont get to wash my hair for like a week! My hair wld get all damp and oily if its not washed for a day. I experience that before. :/ But of cos, I wld let that go if Im on a camping trip or something which makes hair washing near impossible :X

and the length of my hair is nothing compared to this weird ass Thai man.

I dont get how they're so proud of their 'precious' locks. Imagine the amount of pests and what not is hidden in there. Sure there are alot if u only wash your hair once a year!

I guess he needs to take his annual hair wash to a next level, like make it a ritual or something.. I mean come on, u wash your hair once a year! Its liek celebrating your birthday once a year!

Make it grand...

Call all villagers to come look at u wash your hair, celebrate! Fireworks, dance around the fire or something!

Make it happening! ITS ONCE A YEAR, YO. :D

U know Im being sarcastic about this. HEH HEH.

Why is blogger constantly having problems!? Its irritating teh crap outta me. And I cant upload photos like I want to!

So now, u people can quit complaining about my blog entries not having photos but tons of words and well, more words! Cos now, Blogger doesnt allow me to! ):
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All the aside. Anyone knows where are the places I can get paper lanterns? Yes those color ones made of paper! I wanna get those, urgently! :/ People tell me Chinatown. Looks like Igotta go there to check it out tomorrow.......

Stupid how the shops in my neighbourhood area doesnt sell. But they already start selling mooncakes! :/

Ive bought 1 today, I meant the mooncake. HAHA! :X Its not cheap thou. Almost $10 for one!

Sucks ass. I want the mini ones, they dun have it anymore. :/

Okkkkk, till then!

im having all the headache now. it's bad. ):

urgh! great, here comes fever.................................

till then,

bye.

Yeah hello there, folks! (:


Yes, me just magically have a moustache growin! and it's cool. (: HAHA

I was bored, the black marker was an arms length away from me. You know what that means right? I just had to! WOOHOO. :D

Some people even have that 'moustache' thang tattoo-ed on their index finger so that they can whip it out anytime to take such pictures. lol.


One more!


I look ridiculous here. :/ Looked like I just cried.

My eyes.... LOL.
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If you're wondering why my room wall looks so cool with Rainbow colors and stuff. The answer's no. It's just some gift wrapper I bought it while I was at Iluma yest. Looks cool....

Not gonna use it for anything, so I just pasted some double-sided tape on the underside of the grift wrapper and paste it on the wall. Instant, backdrop! LOL.

Ok, I sound so stupid.....

and right now, my itunes playing some lame-ass classical song. It's making me sleepy as hell! :/

BYE

Sooooooooooo, I knocked off at 6pm today. So I took the train home....

So before I got into the train, I saw this Mother carrying her daughter who looks 5-7 yrs old.

Yes, carrying cos she was sleeping soundly. Besides carrying her daughter, she had a Barney plush toy in hand and a handbag. So I didnt care much.. I mean it's not surprising to see Mothers carrying their kid.

So all of us got up the train, I was standing against the window and the lady(Mother) was standing opposite me in the packed train.(as usual) still had her daughter in her arms, sleeping. Around 10 minutes of teh train journey, the Mother couldnt take it anymore cos her daughter was heavy..

Why I said so? Well, 1stly.. the kid's mother is a small petite lady herself. While her daughter is pretty big for her age. Imagine, a petite young mother carrying her big kid whose aged 7 or older?

Who can go through the whole train journey of probably 15 minutes or longer carrying their big kid? I dont know about y'all, but I know I cant if I had a kid this big who still wants me to carry her cos she's tired and wants to sleep.

So her daughter woke up and her mom asked her to get off cos she cant carry her anymore.

Guess what that kid do? Refuse to get off her mom and insist her mom to carry her. And trust me, I looked at the 2 girls for the whole 5 minutes.

There her mom was trying to find a right position so that her arms wont break from carrying her pampered big-size daughter and the daughter just closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, took for granted that her mom would eventually find a way to continue carrying her while she difts to lala-land searching for unicorns and candy houses.

So a few times, I cld see the lady asking her daughter to wake up and stand, she didnt want to. So the lady was looking allstupid to leave one of her legs up to support her daughter with her thigh.

Den tryna carry her up like how newly weds to when the husband carries his wife to the bed during their wedding night. Again she couldnt cos her daughter's TOO heavy.(thats what I see.) Her mom was trying so hard to carry her properly till the kid's shirt was half way up, exposing her tummy. -_-

So in the end she carried her in a way that her daughter looks like a Koala Bear hugging the gumtree. But this time, the lady used the train window as support. So it wont be as bad as before.

I was saing to myself in my heart, "if this is my kid. I would teach her a lesson when we get home." I mean come on, I know u love your kid but thats NOT the way to pamper them.

And kids, dont take things for granted. U're 7 years or older, learn to stand and if you're tired, control.. I mean even master how to sleepw hile standing up instead of asking ur mom carry you, when u know you're a big kid urself.

Even if you're small. U dont ask ur parents to carry u around. Thats even worse den you sitting in a baby's stroller.

I find parents these days are a lil too over-protective of their kids. Till the kids step over their parents head.

Have u seen kids beating their parents in public places? Like smacking their Dad/ Mom's face just cos he/ she didnt get what he/ she wants? Ive seen that MANY times. Or kids screaming at their parents over requests like toys or candy like its an order.

I dont know about all of you if u did that when you're a kid all those years ago. I know I havent.

The most I did? Sitting on the floor and refuse to leave the toy department, crying like crazy and kicking floors cos my Mom refuse to get me the toy I wanted.

Other than that, I swear I havent done any of the above mentioned like what pampered brats do now. Fo sure! I know I wld get my ass whooped when I get home if I show any of that behaviour in public.

Never imagine what I wld have gotten myself into if I gave a smack on my parent's face man. I mean if it's on my mom, I wont get punish so bad.

But if it's on my Dad. Boy, I get more than tongue lashing and ass-whoopin' Maybe a few Muay Thai punches on my face or something. HAHAHA! But yeah, I wld get 100times worse......