my fingers look mad disgusting now. it's all cracked, dry and blisters forming around it. the itch is giving me hell, nevermind about the stinging feeling of it.

i know! you're like going "ewwwwwwwwwwww!!" right now.

i'mma cook and i handle food.

how can i let people know, all that is happening to my fingers which are attached to my hands. the body part which is used for handling food. I KNOW, I KNOW..

shut up with all that, 1stly i wear gloves when I handle food. so for that part is covered. don't ask me how the hell did it happened. i have no idea too and obviously, i dont want it.

sometimes when it hurts so bad, i have the urge to cut my fingers off. therefore it wont hurt or itch anymore. but to think of it, that thought of mine is hell stupid. -_-

and i would never proceed to carry on with that pointless thought of mine which popped up out of nowhere. pretty radom, if you ask me.
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i gotta wake up real early tomorrow, work at 10am to help prep staff meal. naw, no soup. zz.. after which i'm gonna go to Raffles Medical clinic to consult a doctor about the condition of my fingers.

sucks to be waking up early in the morning, but im looking forward cos my shift ends at 6pm! heehee..

back to having to making a trip to Raffles Medical clinic tomorrow...

see if there's any cream or oral medication to be given to help cure this shit that's happening and driving me nuts, almost.

this is one shit, i have to suffer if i am gonna make this my career and get my ass to stay put. not plus points, negative ones! grr.
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ok, my eyeballs are gonna pop out anytime soon. im sleeping, ciao~