i don't understand why youre always poking your nose in whatever i do. i just dont get it.. i do whatever i want, as long as it isnt wrong legally, whatsoever. i get asked what to do in the day at work by people above me.

now that i'm back home, i get grilled by you. telling me what i should do and what should i NOT do. i'm tired of this.. i cant do what i want with peace. u said u want peace in the house, i listened and obeyed. but i need my own space. is it too much to ask for?

it's my health, it's my life. if i screw it up. ive got myself to blame.. i wont come haunting u that u made my health or life in bad shape. dont worry, u dont have to take the blame. neither mom's gonna take teh blame. i will answer for my own life and health. if i wanna do it this way, LET ME BE, please.

if i die of exhaustion, just let me be.
if i die of stress, let me be.
if i die of pressuring my ownself to be better, let me be.

wouldnt it be better that,
u dont have another person to stay angry with, anymore?

wouldnt it be better that,
you dont have to give me money when i ask u for it, again?