so i got home early today. showered and changed. went to the neighbouring coffeeshop to have late dinner..

can u believe i spent 2 hours at the coffeeshop itself, to do drawing & coloring besides having my meal? i cant believe myself.

you probably think im insane to do this, but i guess its better than spening the 2 hours at home doing the same thing. seriously.. i rather stay outside alone, with the ipod by my side. be it doing reading or drawing while i people-watch.

the whole house is in a fucken mess. like the burglars came in 3 times a day for the past week. no one is doing anything about it. on the other hand ive got to work everyday.. i cant be bothered with whats going on in the house besides going into my room to spend the rest of the night there till the next day where i gotta wake up for work. excuses, i know.

i dont know why my dad's making a fuss about my mom not coming home yet. she went to Ipoh yesterday night with my aunt and one of our family-friend for praying purposes and it's the friggin wkends.. of cos the checkpoint wld be flooded and jam packed with vehicles also trying to get pass and come into singapore.

bear in mind, its a long week end this week.. every possible reason to get your asses to jb or further into malaysia to relax, unwind or do whatever they want in there.

she just called to say shes in singapore now, got passed the customs. packed everywhere.. my act-smart brother(reeve) den said:

"oh by the time mom's get home. it wld be 4am."

-_- he thinks journey from woodlands to tampines wld take 2 hours. yeah, unless u take a bus and change, bla. who bothers to take a bus at this hour?! u take a friggin cab, obviously and which btw, no bus service at this hour. night rider take ridiculously long too.

i know i sound pissed/ irritated. i dont know if its the humidity thats lingering in the air that caused me to react in this manner or is it just cos im having time of the month.

OH, speaking of time of the month.. i always think its the stupidest reason to give to whoever u vent your anger on something, small.

i dont know if u girls had given this a thought or not. but i think its stupid.. u vent your anger on this particular person. after to realise ure over.. apologising to the victim and give a stupid reason like:

"sorry for swearing at u earlier on. time of the month, u see."

yes, i agree to a certain point.. the hormones in your body is raging at this stage and your emotions change time to time.

but some girls just use that period thing they are going thru to snap at every person. worse, trying to bite people's head off. not only boys they swear at even girls, like, me. -_-

this girl i know.. once shes having her period, its like end of the world. even for someone like me didnt do anything to offend her. she wld just pull that long face the whole day, whining and want everyone to do her bidding.. giving in to her.

omfg. i will never do that. why should i give in to you or do your bidding cos ure having ur period.

big fuck eh even if ure ovulating. thats not my fucking problem if ure ovulating and the ovary released is not fertilised and it becomes menstruation blood(gross, i know. but its true.).

its none of my business. u have your period days, i have mine too. i dont see myself asking people to give in to me or sulk at the slightest thing that did not go my way. if so, i think i wld be losing many friends by now. :/
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oh god, im ranting. read on and i start talking about things that doesnt relate to what i had started writing at the very 1st paragaph. ):

i'm sleepy. ciao