I asked for a change of shift, so Im working at 2pm today! :D So I've got like 2 more precious hour, which can be fully used for sleeping but I'm still here typing away. -_-

I think I'm up for now till 12noon later on. I will go down to the supermarket to get brekfast or something. :/ Or maybe I will just jump back into bed after this? Let's seeeee...

Other the other hand, I missed earning an additional 7dollars today, cos I'm paid extra for split shift. Heh.
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So I was telling y'all Im gonna make soup at work yesterday morning for staff meal right? Turned out goooood. :D Yahoo!

Can't believe I aced something Ive done for the 1st time. Yes, tried soup making before at home, totally failed.

Im hopeless at that. I think I'm good for now! (:

Thanks to Dad for the instructions. I'm gonna grill him a few days later for a total different soup recipe! By the end of next month, I prolly have like 3/ 4 of this recipes in mind.

Talking about my dad, I'm gonna get my phone in these few days' time. Next week is the latest, I think. I paid for it already and his friend was advising me not to get the SE phone I had in mind. He advised to to choose another..

But my dad's getting some smart phone for me instead. Huge possibility~ Woah.. But it's dirt cheap! WOOOOOH and looks brand new on the outside and whatever the function the phone features, works perfectly fine. No kidding.
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I'm addicted to Auntie Anne's pretzels! So convenient for me to get them now, if I crave for them. At Tampines 1.. I dont need to go all the way to town just to get a baked pretzel.

Suf recommends the sour cream pretzel, I ought to try it yet. I'm much of a sweet tooth than going for something, savoury.
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Talking aout Tampines 1. I dont know if you guys visited Frolicks before or not, it's a store located at the basement level also(Like Auntie Anne's.)

The store sells, yoghurt and you can add like rice crispies/ fruits and candy I suppose into your yoghurt, like your own customized yoghurt or something like that, had not try it before but seems like they are doing well.

Somehow, I can understand why they are doing well. Maybe cos the staff they hire are babes and more babes. Yes, they have pretty looking service staff to tend to your yoghurt needs and they are dressed in tank tops and tubes most of the time. Can totally see why they do well. Hah!

I'm not hating or jealous, just a random thought of it. (:
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Ok, Im starving right now. Ciao!

I just thought, instead of blogging a whole entry, like I always do. Why not just pen down what I have in mind right now? (:

So tired, when I closed my eyes, my brain literally switched to
'DREAMING' mode.

Find myself to wake upall of a sudden.. To still see Beyonce
dancing right infront of my very eyes. (Refers to the still playing video. HA
HA!)

Didnt win that bag auction on Ebay. DAMN!

I've decided to change my phone! YAYAYAAY! I need it ASAP
please. Sony Ericsson, baby! (:

Why my pay isnt in yet! It's pay day today! Is Alex right?
We're only getting our pay on the 31st???? ): Which is another 3 more days.
So
near yet so far....

I take it as you're drunk that night. It's still stored in my
mind at the most front! Dang~ Please don't tell me that you are thou I think
you
really are, drunk. Zzz.

'm not a fan of Soulja Boy but why most of his songs are like
hits on the music charts?! Crank Dat is an example and that dance that goes
with
it. You know what I'm talking about..

Now this song of his entitled, 'Kiss
Me Thru The Phone.' is stuck in my head. I
like it!
:X

Never liked, J-pop. But still I downloaded 2 Japanese songs,
last weeeeek! No idea what they are singing about but awesome! :D

I gotta wake up at 8am later, work at 10am. Getting there
earlier, cos it's my turn to prepare staff meal. I'm making soup and pretty
excited about it. :D Hope it turns out, goood. I'm hopeless in soup making.
Grr!

I have to get sleep! I lost precious sleep the whole of last
night. Only an hour!

With regards to the above thought, I'm pretty surprise I did
not doze off at work the whole of today! Sleepy sensations? Yes.. :/

Listening to slow songs to make me sleepy but apparently,
Jennifer Hudson is singing her lungs out right now. Spotlight, it is. Bla~
Not
so much helping me to sleep.

I'm really keen on getting a tattoo. Oh god...... That sweeeet
hawaiian hibiscus design u see on one of my previous entry is gonna be
spotted
on my ankle! For real! I want a star too. Am I a poseur for
this? I
dont think
so.

I need a new hair color or maybe highlights. My highlights
still look fine now but yeah I wanna do brighter highlights!

How do I get videos downloaded from torrents to get into my
Ipod? I cant make that work.. :/

I just downloaded Dumb & Dumber. HAHAHA!

Time flies, do YOU know that it's been a month? How I wish it
was just that and always that. The day I felt different.. Really.

Guess what! I'm gonna get my hands on making bolognese next
week!(Hopefully.) Yes, bolognese!! I've been waiting for this day! None
other
than the family's awesome/ personal chef, my dad. Any one in for a
treat??? I
will get it done. I will be the lab mouse 1st! :D

Make sure you'll love me after I feed you with bolognese.
HAHAHAHA!

Besides that, Im gonna make cupcakes too.
HEEHEE

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Holy cow! It's gonna be 4am soon. :/ I'm gonna go to bed, I can't take it anymore. Ciao!

I think I'm suffering from insomnia or something. I cant sleep! it's like 7am right now..

I woke up at 3:30pm yesterday afternoon and I have not slept from that time till now! The worse thing that can ever happen is... WORK!

Starts at 10:30am later on. -_- & I'm doing a split shift today. Sucks.. :/ I feel like giving work a miss but I know it's impossible.

HOW?!

Can someone slap me? ))))))))):
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Deleted yesterday night's entry. Hell stupid, spent an hour doing it. But I think it doesn't look righ to me. The pictures are wayyyyyy too over to be posted on my blog.

If you had read it u'll know what I'm talking about, if you don't.. Well just leave it to you to imagine. But I guess no one had read it yet, so that's ok.

Who cares anyway???

Ok, crap. I gotta go now, catch that 1 more hour of sleep. Better than nothing. Zzz..

Can already predict, I wld have super oily skin.. Eyeballs feel like they are gonna pop out and feeling all bloated like I'm 5 months pregnant when I wake up later on. :/

DIE!

(due to the limited amount of space on my blog here, size of the videos had been adjusted. you might wana watch it on Youtube itself for a clearer, better, view. :D)

this dude's amazing! how i wish i can jump rope like that. he made it look so easy like how he looks like he is not jumping at all and he claims he jumps 2 hours on an average day and 5 hours on a long day. holy cow!

i can't even jump for whole 30 minutes without stopping. awesome! and i'm NOT entirely that bad.. i can jump rope, not like how a 5 yr old kid wld.. stamping their feet so much.

i am not as fast and good as this dude, that's all. (:

but if i were to do it continuously for 2 whole years like what he had done, i might be as good & fast as him. heehee...

the other time i said that i wanna start jumping rope but i have not even touch it yet. Zz, my room isnt big enough to do all that jumping. grr!

let's just make this guy my role model or something. heh...

Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me.

Amazing song, I like it alot. (:

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Heard it this morning on Channel News Asia. Awesome! Disappointed cos it's not available for download. :/ Tht's ok, gotten the videp loaded on my ipod instead. Works the same. Heh..

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I'm still thinking whether I should change my phone or not. I mean, Ive been using this current phone for quite some time.. It's still working well, thou I hate it when it dies on me at times when I really need the phone to text message and stuff. But it's working all well and battery is full when I don't need to use it. Zzz.

I can afford one after this week..(Cos it's pay day.) My dad can get it at a much reasonable price for the phone I want through his friend, brand new which is a really good deal.

Not being a cheapskate or anything but come on, you know someone who knows where to get phones at a much cheaper rate and it's brand new, why not right?

& pls, before you start saying that I'm a show off here by boasting about changing a new phone.. Hello? How often do I rant about changing new phones and wanting to a phone?

Out of 10 times, prolly 5 times and below. Maybe not! I'm not really into fancy phones.. These days I even thought, as long as it's able to call, allows me to recieve and send text messages, I'm contented.

I don't really need the mp3 feature since I've got my Ipod with me and listening to music through phone drains out battery real quick, no offence to those out there who listens to music through phone, bla.~ Maybe a good camera feature. Heh.

Besides that, all this money that I'm paying for a new phone is all from my own pocket/ account. I earn them on my own. Hard sweat money.. I earn every cent of it through working.

So I guess Ive got every right to talk about getting a new phone and changing it, right? Not like I'm using my parents money and boasting about it.

Oh, I would if my parens were as rich as yours and would boast about too it if I am as spoilt as you. :b Hate me? Go ahead.. I can't give a fu*k. (:

So yesssss, I'm pretty much easy with phones. & I don't get why everyone is getting their hands on touchscreen phone these days?

Zz, thou.. I'm one of the many touch screen phone users..(not china phone, but some Samsung phone.) But I find text messaging such a hassle! Like when I'm in a rush to send text messages, sometimes I cant get the words right and mess up the whole thing. The stylus doesnt make text messaging any easier..

I'm not hating touch screen phones but don't understand why everyone's getting it. Guess it's a trend.

So the next phone I'm getting, no touch screen or maybe part touch screen but definitely with keypad, making text messaging much easier and efficient.

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Back to something more serious, maybe it's for me...

Regarding about the previous entry, yes, made that out of anger. I am so pissed off by it. Then after 2 days of thinking through, why am I so pissed off over this matter? I guess I very well know the reason to this question and I'm sure Suf knows why too.

Can't do anything now but leave you alone. That's the best & ONLY thing I can do. Don't wanna be a bitch about this, if gonna leave and end this. I guess there's nothing I can do to save thou I very much want to, but that gotta be both sides. Sigh...

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Thanks to Suf yesterday, we had Mcdonald's together and we talked.. Nothing beats than having your buddy around you opening up your mind to widen your view. Especially when you're so tensed and frustrated about something.. Really.

& went over to her place and put my mind off doing something really fun, yeah.. Played Wii and it's super addictive.. :D

Thou my right arm is all sore now from all the virtual punching and dodging. I laughed like there's no tomorrow and yes, played for straight 3 hours. I was sweating and we had to pause to go grab water. HAHAHA.

Sad that she doesn't have the zapper and the Resident Evil game doesn't work otherwise I wld be killing zombies. Wooh.. She says I can go over to her place on my day-off to play Wii together! (:

Thanks, crazy bud. I'm sure you're reading this. Are you touched yet? Heehee.

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So my friends out there, I know a few of you have got the Wii console, can you please invite me over to your place and play? HAHAHA. :D

BEfore I save up enough to buy my own and start virtually punching people out. HEH

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guess what?!

deactivated my shit-ass pathetic looking account on FACEBOOK. yes, i did that, finally!

what's so fun about facebook? don't see how people can be on it every single day. Friendster looks identical to Facebook now and it sucks ass.

I hardly log into Friendster as well, thought it was lame. how stupid is it, of me all those years ago where by I log into Friendster religiously, like I can almost set up an altar to worship it.

FUCK, socializing networks, all fake. Superficial assholes out there..

Everyone is, including me and YOU. yes you! fuck you, understand?

So the next time dont come telling me "Ha, the world is fucked with all that superficial people out there." I will slap your fuck face till no end.

Oh, come on.. You are one yourself. It's like you're a jerk yourself but you call that male friend of yours a jerk too.

i wanna isolate myself from this world, like.. RIGHT NOW.

I fucking hate myself now and YOU. get it? made me fall down, hard. i cld almost feel my bones shatter.

what else can i do besides yelling hate words here? NOTHING. there's nothing I can do. i shall go disfigure myself or something. whatever i do, im not fucking appareciated.. whats the use of being so nice, at the end of the day i get shit like that?

and let me get this into your fuck brain, if i don't care about this, i wont be bothered to talk about it. you ignored.. what the fuck is wrong with u? YES, like what you said.. may not understand what fuck you're going through right at this very minute. not expecting you to do anything..

but at the very least let me be there to listen to whatever u have to say. but what are u doing? nothing.. let you make a choice of either letting me be there to lend you my listening ear or let u be alone till u feel better. Do i get an answer for this? FUCK, NO!

what do you take me as? had your share of making fun of me and ignoring? jerk!

i'm no fool. oh maybe i am for believing. fuck you!
**

P.S: have got nothing against anyone who owns account/s on Facebook/ Myspace/ Friendster. i just thought it suck. my thoughts, not claiming anyone who logs into the above socializing networks religiously are just as insane or stupid. dont get me wrong.

i didnt think it was fun at alland THATS JUST ME SAYING IT, doesnt mean i am insulting you cos u thought it was hell fun.

screw you if u think im insulting your prefrences or online activites, bla~. read carefully before saying anything, nasty/ stupid. unless you do not know how to read. but if u dont know how to read what are u doing here?! buzz off!

that I spent close to 20 minutes last night to talk about shit ass behaviours I hate coming from some people and even coming up with a solution for these people and published my post.

After which, gave the entry a thought.. Logged into Blogger, once again and went ahead to delete the entry!

!!! What is wrong with me, seriously. Bla~
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Oh, here's a list of song titles, downloaded them over the weekends. Search for it on Youtube, they're awesome! :D New or old tracks, I don't know but still they are good.

1. Justin Timberlake - Better Not Together
2. Rihanna - I'm Back
3. Bobby Valentino - Hands On Me
4. Flo Rida - Sugar
5. Trey Songz - Bidness or Pleasure
6. Ne Yo - Comfortable

That's about it, all available on Youtube to listen to! (:

Oh, for the above mentioned, Flo Rida's track, Sugar. Trust me, it will be the next big hit in our local clubs. I don't know if the local radio stations had introduced this song yet or not but it WILL be a hit in clubs in months to come.

I find the song pretty catchy and fun. Something you wanna listen to and dance?? Heh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kctlGCt5bWY
Go click on the link to listen. See I'm nice!

Oh I don't know if some of you heard Flo Rida's other track, Right Round featuring Katy Perry. It's awesome too! :D
**

Okay, enough of music.

These days, MSN messenger annoys me so much!! I don't know if it's a virus going or what but almost everyday, during the time when I'm online..

I've got friends on my messenger contact list sending me messages with url in them saying, nude pictures of myself and please click on the collowing url to view them. Like hell I would believe.

Zz, and it's always the same people sending me the links. Which I think it's virus problem/s. Obviously~
**

Will try to upload some funny ass picture taken at work the other day featuring my new best friend, Ashok! :D

Funny ass Indian dude, he looks like Mr Bean or more like he reminds me of Mr Bean. Heehee. He taught me to differentiate the sex of Mussles(Seafood, wiki it if you don't know.) which was HELL funny.

He tryna murder me yesterday morning by pushing the trolley so close to me that it hit my ankle and scraped the skin off, yes and it was bleeding. He claimed it was an accident and I protested that it wasnt and I knew he hated me since day 1. HA HA HA!
**

While Uncle Kenny took a picture with this tall ass African-American dude. I swear I was staring at how tall he is when he walked past the restaurant!

His head was almost touching the ceiling! Yes, that is how tall he is. According to Uncle Kenny, that African-American dude is around 6'9? I dont know how much that is, you do the Math.. BUT STILL!

I start to imagine how he's gonna get into the train or take the bus. Uncle Kenny urged him to take a picture in exchange to know where is the sushi place. Apparently that African-American dude was looking for sushi and he asked Uncle Kenny about it.

He also tell Uncle Kenny that he's from some Basketball team, named Harlem? in America. Uncle Kenny was telling me that basketball team is very famous!

After ahwile saw another tall ass dude walking past the restaurant(Also African-American.) But wasn't as tall as the 1st dude I saw. WOOH!

I'll try to get the picture from Uncle Kenny and post it here. Uncle looks like some kinda dwarf standing beside him in the picture and mind you, UNcle Kenny is like 1.8M tall!

HAR! HAR!
**

& that rounds off my entry for the night. (:

So like today, I am scheduled to work at 2pm tomorrow.

Normally, I would be more than happy to be working at 2pm cos I can sleep in later and things like that.

But not these days! No difference to be working at 2pm, 3pm.. Even my schedule starts at 5pm(which will never happen.) There isnt much difference.. Why? You asked.

Tell me, how is it possible to fall asleep when there are construction works being carried out, not anywhere, BUT DIRECTLY OUTSIDE YOUR ROOM.

You tell me?!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is sooooooooooooooooooooo, sickening..

Construction works, meaning.. The lift upgrading work which is going on around my neighbourhood now till god knows when, meaning..

I wld be losing my sleep after 8am every single day till FURTHER NOTICE.

Yes, the lift wld be built directly outside my room, so there for all the hammering and drilling wld be heard directly outside my room. Even if I close all the windows, I can still hear noises of such.

Addition & creation to noise pollution if you ask me..

& for someone like ME who would only fall asleep after 2am or later in the night will not wake up till the clock strikes 12noon or later... UNLESS I HAVE TO wake up before 10am, that can be excused.

Is anyone around my neighbourhood lodging a complaint about this issue? I don't think so, cos town council wld prolly say stuff like "Any inconvenience caused is regretted." or something like that.

Feeling all groggy with my head heavy as hell. Dang!

I HATE LIFT UPGRADING.. The lifts at my block is doing well, I dont see why you needa upgrade it. Cos now, it goes to every level of the block? Thats the only advantage of the upgrade, I see, other than that. I see nothing exciting about the upgrade.

Maybe promoting residents to be more lazy, encouraging to take the lift more often.

Thou, I know this new lift system is targeted towards people who are handicapped of that sort, if you get me.

But other than that? Promoting fellow residents to be more lazy and taking lifts more frequently.. I see residents at my grandma's block, even if they stay on the 2nd floor, they take the lift too. -_-

What the fuck, I know. Maybe I wld do that too. But that's not the point....

BUT IM TOO PISSED RIGHT NOW. Zz.. Taking away my sleep.

Besides that, my room gets all dusty everytime they start drilling. No matter how many times I sweep and mop the floor the dust wld just start floating it's way into my room again!

Before I left to work this afternoon, I walked past my room to look at my room windows, you'll not imagine how much dust were stuck on my window.

Grossed out, seriously..
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So fellow Singaporeans, in future, if you're planning to get your own HDB flat. Bear this in mind..

1. Don't get units along the corridor.

-Not only you get your kaypoh neighbours looking into your apartment, oh-so-frequently.. Like it's a trip to SIngapore History Museum.

- You wont hear your neighbour's kids screaming their lungs off.

2. Get a unit of a fully furnished block and yes, fully-equipped too.

- So you dont needa cast votes after a couple of years living at your block, asking whether you support the idea of lift upgrades or any upgrades. Duh, eventually town council is gonna do the upgrades, so why ask?! -_-

- You wont get a headache having dusty rooms with dusty furnitures in there and what not. If again, your unit is by the corridor and suay enough, your room is by the corridor too.
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Imma victim of the above, of cos based by years of experience, I know what I am talking about.

NOT FUNNY!
**

The End.

with that slight headache still going on... Zz.
**

All of a sudden, I crave for.. Fettucini Alfredo with Chicken! Urgh!

Cravings for food like that at this hour suck, cos u know it's impossible to get it done or get them anywhere.

Another thing that suck is that, I don't know how to make em. Grr!
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Ok, Im gone.. I will just think that bottle of fruit punch is Fettucini Alfredo with Chicken! :/

SICK.

I won't be doing any updates here, for these few days till I'm well and kicking again. Yes, I'm having a fever and the feeling is killing me.

Despite having fall ill for many times for the past 19 years of my life.. I guess this is one time which feels the worse. Excluding the time when I was down with chickenpox.

Even now, with the ceiling fan spinning above me while I'm typing this.. 'm breaking out cold sweat. Wtf.

So I went to the company's clinic earlier this evening, the doctor prescribed me fever pills & said if my fever is still on till tomorrow, I needa go back to the clinic again.. He doesnt know whats the cause of my fever, maybe Ive gotten an infection, bla bla bla.

No, it's not cause of H1N1. Zz..
**

Ok, I'm going back to bed again, gosh.. I've been sleeping the whole day today, didnt go to work, called in sick.

After a trip to the clinic, got home.. Ive got difficulties falling asleep.

MY HEAD HURTS LIKE HELLLL.

God, save me. :/

Regarding about the picture I've uploaded on yesterday's entry, yes the hibiscus picture which I'm referring to.

Asked Suf about it and yes! She liked it. Ok, I'm relieved now..

Next month! It's been a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time decision. I've decided. Don't ask me what that is till I've got pictorial evidence for it.

Again, I'm getting a negative feeling about this & that is, I would push it to a later date, ONCE MORE.. Till who knows, I end up not doing it.

): Can I not be so fickle-minded??
**

So, you got me all worried again. I tried doing things tonight to distract my thoughts from running crazy.. I feel shitty about this. But whatever that is, just ring me back, ASAP.
**

Suf, if you're reading this. I dont know I should feel all mad about it or not. There I am telling you, I'm pissed but my heart says something else. WHY?! :/ Maybe I'm just paranoid.

Bla~
**

Hence, I'm gone.

i likelove this.

suf, how do u think of this? think of this being inked on my skin.

ooh, awesome! i thought so. (:
**

i realised ive been updating this crap right here more often these days, but usually its about nothing but random things i see on the net and i thought it wld be interesting to be seen here.

hah! no life.. indeed.
**

found my dad's polaroid camera in my bedroom's drawer.. not the old school one u see on the net. the much newer looking kinda polaroid camera. (:

i wanna buy polaroids and insert them into the camera. before u know it, i would be snap, SNAP, snapping away! random. -_-
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i wonder why im acting all happy right now. it's sooooooooo fake. :/ im not sad, im just disappointed, for some reason.

you let me down. i know this lil thing shouldnt be the issue.. but still, you let me down.
you had me waiting like a fool.
you had me worried.

should i be angry or what? i guess, i'm feeling more disappointed than fuming with anger. i doubt youre gonna read but still im writing them down.
**

i am tired and giddy at the same time, not sure if its the lack of sleep from the previous night.(hell, 5am.. you ask me.) feel like theres lack of oxygen in my brain. feels bad.. i know it.

7 more minutes to 3am, im still idling here.

i should be sleeping.. i think i should go now.
**

im hoping to leave by july and going(working) somewhere new, if only, im given THIS opportunity.

im waiting to tell you that.. i wanna know your opinions about this. you hear me?
**

i'm done for now anddddddddddddddddddddddd..

dear friends, dont text/ call me.. i will switching off my phone till god knows when.(you kow i wld eventually turn it on again, tomorrow morning. WTF.)
**

night to myself, the world and yes, you.

another song i found on youtube that's awesomeeeeeeeeee. yahooo! but i cant download it. :/

im starting to get sick the background music. i uploaded the whole song, but in the end they decided to cut it and give me 30 seconds of it. honestly, 30 seconds? might as well, dont listen to it!

lol.

(: click on it for a better view.

i have not done something like this in awhile(actually, its been longer den i thought. ha ha). so yeah.. finally!

pictures of my brothers and myself. :D yes, blood brothers. i know the both looks nothing like me. thou i get comments, regan looks like me. what do u think?

lol, regan is the one lying on my bed listening to the ipod.(referring to the above picture.)

that boy now got pimples on his forehead already! lol.. his voice changed a lil.. thou still annoying as hell AND shorter than me. :b

BUT he will soon be talking to me looking down instead of looking up. if you know what i mean. GAHHHHHHHH! ):

i cant accept the fact that the youngest Tan member in the family is growing up so quickly and changing everyday. i still like the younger him. where by i can bully him like nuts.. but i still like him better than his older brother. HA HA HA

pictures taken with reeve are in black and white. dont mind that face i gave which looks like i wanna kiss him. i dont know why that face but yeah..

that dude's hair is long now. -_- he wears a hair band around the house. vain also, now contact lens leh! :X

so little girls out there(preferbly aged 13-17) whose interested in my brother, Reeve. can go look for someone else now, he's attached. thou i have not really seen his girlfriend before. -_-

looking at the pictures. sometimes, i think that my parents gave all the looks to my 2 brothers and i was left with nothing. ):

why so? you ask.

both my brothers gt double eyelids and long eye lashes.

i mean, considering for chinese boys.. they have longer den average chinese boy, eye lashes. cos chinese boys are known to have shorter eye lashes. really!

but to think about it now, many chinese male friends of mine gt thick long lashes(DAMN), sounds gay but yeah.

they should be given to girls what! dang! its not like they put on mascara. unless they love mascara, lip gloss, etc. LOL.

oh yeah, not forgetting my cousin, Jordan! that boy gt some stunning looking eyes. I SWEAR! Amelia very well knows this and shes jealous of her own brother's eyes. LOL

so yeah, my brothers got double eyelids and long eye lashes. besides that, they gt relatively bigger eyes compared to mine!

im known to have like small eyes.(sepet, in other words. the malays wld know what im talking about.)

i often get teased having small eyes which bugs the hell outta me and my ethnicity wld sometimes be mistaken as Japanese, cos of my eyes too. HELL!

i have double eyelids too but they can only be seen if ure close enough. -_- and they only start to develop after i switched from glasses to contacts. :/

WHATS THE USE? lol.
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oh yeah, my brothers gt sharper nose than i do. especially, Reeve. that asswipe.. he gt the bridge and everything, i think he gt my dad's nose. Regan's nose isnt as sharp as Reeve's but still, better looking than mine.
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Lips wise, Reeve's lips are considered thick for a dude. LOL, Regan got a wider mouth compared to Reeve and I. On my side, my lips look pretty normal to me. SO IM NOT COMPLAINING. (:
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Face structure. I can say the 3 of our faces are pretty structured. As in the bones and everything. If u know what im talkin about. If you dont that's ok. Thou I hate my face shape. IT SUCKS. AHHHHHHHHHHH!
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see now u know what i mean? when the looks are all given to my brothers and not me. -_-

if u wanna know, my mom's side of the family, as in her sisters and brother(yes all 5 of them including my mom.) got beautiful looking eyes. they all have brown, nicely shaped eyes.

Funny why didn't I inherit that feature of hers.(my mom, i mean.) SUCKS. :/
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god's unfair. next time, give me a fair share of looks too! not all to my brothers! selfish...

lol, im complaining. HEH.

ok, enjoy.. ciao!

so i got home early today. showered and changed. went to the neighbouring coffeeshop to have late dinner..

can u believe i spent 2 hours at the coffeeshop itself, to do drawing & coloring besides having my meal? i cant believe myself.

you probably think im insane to do this, but i guess its better than spening the 2 hours at home doing the same thing. seriously.. i rather stay outside alone, with the ipod by my side. be it doing reading or drawing while i people-watch.

the whole house is in a fucken mess. like the burglars came in 3 times a day for the past week. no one is doing anything about it. on the other hand ive got to work everyday.. i cant be bothered with whats going on in the house besides going into my room to spend the rest of the night there till the next day where i gotta wake up for work. excuses, i know.

i dont know why my dad's making a fuss about my mom not coming home yet. she went to Ipoh yesterday night with my aunt and one of our family-friend for praying purposes and it's the friggin wkends.. of cos the checkpoint wld be flooded and jam packed with vehicles also trying to get pass and come into singapore.

bear in mind, its a long week end this week.. every possible reason to get your asses to jb or further into malaysia to relax, unwind or do whatever they want in there.

she just called to say shes in singapore now, got passed the customs. packed everywhere.. my act-smart brother(reeve) den said:

"oh by the time mom's get home. it wld be 4am."

-_- he thinks journey from woodlands to tampines wld take 2 hours. yeah, unless u take a bus and change, bla. who bothers to take a bus at this hour?! u take a friggin cab, obviously and which btw, no bus service at this hour. night rider take ridiculously long too.

i know i sound pissed/ irritated. i dont know if its the humidity thats lingering in the air that caused me to react in this manner or is it just cos im having time of the month.

OH, speaking of time of the month.. i always think its the stupidest reason to give to whoever u vent your anger on something, small.

i dont know if u girls had given this a thought or not. but i think its stupid.. u vent your anger on this particular person. after to realise ure over.. apologising to the victim and give a stupid reason like:

"sorry for swearing at u earlier on. time of the month, u see."

yes, i agree to a certain point.. the hormones in your body is raging at this stage and your emotions change time to time.

but some girls just use that period thing they are going thru to snap at every person. worse, trying to bite people's head off. not only boys they swear at even girls, like, me. -_-

this girl i know.. once shes having her period, its like end of the world. even for someone like me didnt do anything to offend her. she wld just pull that long face the whole day, whining and want everyone to do her bidding.. giving in to her.

omfg. i will never do that. why should i give in to you or do your bidding cos ure having ur period.

big fuck eh even if ure ovulating. thats not my fucking problem if ure ovulating and the ovary released is not fertilised and it becomes menstruation blood(gross, i know. but its true.).

its none of my business. u have your period days, i have mine too. i dont see myself asking people to give in to me or sulk at the slightest thing that did not go my way. if so, i think i wld be losing many friends by now. :/
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oh god, im ranting. read on and i start talking about things that doesnt relate to what i had started writing at the very 1st paragaph. ):

i'm sleepy. ciao

soooooooooooooo, i was blog hopping and came across this particular person's blog which set me straight to updating my own blog after reading one of his blog entry.

lol, inspiration, much? i thought so. lol. :b
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you probably seen/ heard/ use or even came across this word/ slang.. commonly used by singaporean teenagers/ young adults/ adults, these days.

and the word is,

DOPE.

so how much u know the word, 'DOPE.' ??????????

do u fall under one of these catergories?? (TAG AND TELL ME WHICH CATERGORY U FALL UNDER! :D)

1. immediately know what it means and use it frequently. be it verbally or typing it out.

2. have no idea what it means but seen and heard people using it.

3. kinda know what it means but not sure whether it make sense if u were to use it, also not sure whether the meaning behind it is right(accurate) or not.
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if u ask which catergory i fall under. i proudly say.. no, 3.

yes, i kinda know what it means but im not sure if the meaning behind it is right or not. lol, so there for i dun use it like anywhere. fearing that i might just embarrass myself. lol.

eh, nothing wrong ok!? :P

since i said i kinda know what it means.. i think the word 'DOPE' is used to replace words like 'COOL', 'HOT', 'AWESOME.' to make it sound cooler in a way.

& what i knew is that DOPE is a slang but alot said is a word too. SO therefore, it's a word as well as a slang, i suppose.
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BUT i was still keen to find out what it really means, given i have time here and i was bored.

ive decided to go check the meaning of the word, 'DOPE', online.. (LOL, i know.)

& the results:

Taken from Dictionary.com:

 /doʊp/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [dohp] Show IPA noun, verb, doped, dop⋅ing.
–noun
1. any thick liquid or pasty preparation, as a lubricant, used in preparing a surface.

Aeronautics.
1. a similar product used to coat the fabric of a balloon to reduce gas leakage.

Slang.

1. any narcotic or narcoticlike drug taken to induce euphoria or satisfy addiction.

2. any illicit drug.

3. Slang. a narcotic preparation given surreptitiously to a horse to improve or retard its performance in a race.

4. Slang. information, data, or news: What's the latest dope on the strike?

5. Informal. a stupid or unresponsive person.

6.Southern U.S. (chiefly South Atlantic States). soda pop, esp. cola-flavored.

7. North Central U.S. (chiefly Ohio). syrup used as a topping for ice cream.

–verb (used with object)

8. Slang. to affect with dope or drugs.
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......... & the list goes on. if ure interested, here's the link: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/dope
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so the answers ive gotten are like drugs and thick liquid as a lubricant to prep a surface.

hehhhhhhh? nothing related to what i had mentioned above.

so I tried searching the meaning of it on, Urbandictionary.com

lol, that site is awesome!(dope. LOL) it gives u lotsa shit-ass meanings of slangs and what not. HAHAHAHA!

so yeah, the results of the word 'DOPE':

Taken from Urbandictionary.com:

1. Dope
4227 up, 527 down
People who do not do drugs call Marajuanna Dope.

People who do Marajuanna call Heroin Dope.

Word has also been used to describe how good somthing is.

Don't you be somkin' dope! ( AKA Marajuanna )

OMG, I smoke the green but I don't do dope ( AKA Heroin )
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So, dope refers to drugs too. I guess, Dictionary.com was right too. lol.
i scrolled down and read on..

I got this too:

2. dope
1719 up, 560 down
1. adj. cool, nice, awesome

Yo foo that new stereo system is dope!

2. noun a drug

Yo man you got some dope?
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SEE! I TOLD YA!! Dope is replaced with words like, 'COOL' & 'AWESOME.'

no, i did not read this beforehand to tell u what i know. -_- screw u if u think i did. LOL.

and last but not leasttttttttttttttttt,


3. dope
547 up, 229 down
A word that describes something that is extremely cool, such as music, clothes, people, etc.

Ain't nobody dope as me, I'm dressed so fresh so clean...Outkast
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.......results on Urbandictionary.com goes on too. if you're interested, here's the link:http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=dope
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SEEEE! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! IM SO RIGHT. thou, i dont use that word to make myself sound cool. lol....

and talking about using the word 'DOPE' to make yourself sound cool,

it sorta annoys me when people start using this word oh-so-frequently, its like in them already. like they literally use the word in every sentence.

at times, i wonder if they know what they are saying.. or if they are using the word in their sentences at the right time. i mean.. yes, the meaning is right, but using it too frequently in almost all of your sentence doesnt make any sense at all, sometimes.
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for example you wanna express to your friend how awesome his new pair of shoes look,

man! youve got some dope lookin' shoes there.

yes, that make sense..

but when it comes to a point when u over use it.. it sounds nonsensical all over again. LOL.

for instance, u wanna tell your friends how good they were at dance today,

OMFG, u guys were damn dope today at dance! WAY TO GO!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the fuck is, "damn dope?" isnt the word 'dope' already exaggerated to a certain point?

if u ask me, if the above sentence make any sense, i loudly say no.

now u make it sound like, dope isnt enough to express how good they were. u decide to add 'DAMN' in.. to make it sound much more exaggerated than it was suppose to be.

yeah.. u did manage to express it to the extremeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. but if u read it over and over again, it doesnt make sense.. infact it sounds retarded enough if u say it out loud.

HAHHAHAHAHA! for real! dont believe.. read it out loud and tell me if it sounds retarded.

i know, it does sound retarded to me.

so in future, dont use the word if you're unsure of it. dont make yourself look like a fool. (:

im not laughing at anyone. just yeah, talking about it.

but of cos to those out who are fully aware of the meaning and know how to use it....

NICE! :D heehee.
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another random rant of mine. woooooooooh~

ok, im going to bed.