fixed the links, added new ones and removed old ones.

to lee ling, the video is working fine. i have no idea why you cant watch it. might wanna try watching it on the original site, itself? hmm..
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pardon for the lack of updates. cant find anything interesting topics to blog about. :/

i should go to bed now.

ciao.

why is the weather so warm these days?

is it me or anyone whose reading this right now, notice the change in weather?

its only february barely march now!

its all fine in the day. i feel the gentle breeze blowing across my face, my hair starts to go all messy. with the warm sun shining on me. so nice... hmmm.

BUT WHY ITS NOT LIKE THAT WHEN NIGHT FALLS?

!! urgh.
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guess what? ive been sleeping early for the past 2 nights. feels goooooooood. ok so what am i still here now. i should go sleep. :D

ciao!
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i bought a new night light for my room from ikea.

its awesome!

there, a bouquet of drawn flowers for the ladies if you did not recieve anything this year. no they wont wither. so its better than fresh roses or any flowers u want! :D

im so sweet. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

so valentine's day in singapore might already be over and same goes to many countries in the asia continent. but not in several parts of the world.

so yeah, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

what did i recieve???!

work, making appertizers for couples.

awesome or what??

ha ha ha.

valentine's day = more couples seen, more flower boquets seen.
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its like on a normal day u dont see that many couples walking in the mall or on the street. but on valentine's day, all the not seen couples start popping out!

cupid must have been busy yesterday. probably ran out of love arrows. (:
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i think i must slap myself already. i slept right fater i got home last night(and thats after showering.) so tired. i vow to wake up at 7am to go jogging at the stadium or wherever la.

i even text my brother before i doze off that im borrowing his running shoes.

so i woke up, i looked at the time, it was 7:15am akready. so i told myself. ok, lemme sleep for another 5 minutes..

..who knows, after that '5 minutes', i heard... my dad:

"CARON, WAKE UP. ITS 10AM ALREADY."

damn, 5 minutes to 10am. THATS LIKE MORE DEN 2 HOURS.

so should i slap myself?! i need to practise self-discipline.

argh!

for the past few days ive been hearing things like that.

yes, smoking and virginity.
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SMOKERS.

your smoking habits annoy me SO much. & the funy thing is most of the smokers i know, are pretty incosiderate at times out of many bad habits they got. im not referring to all of YOU. but a handful of you.

u constantly wanna make us hold up for some things that we're doing cos u say u need a puff.

u say u needa leave this place awhile for 5 minutes cos your lungs tell you to harm them even more.

like a few times, im having dinner with my friends in a restaurant, in one of the shopping malls. while having dinnner, he had to leave twice for smoke break. -_- after he came back he claim he was too full to have a second round.

i guess, its the cigarette that made him full.

call me selfish or whatever u want. when we say dinner together, means eating together and catching up. dont tell me u needa take a 5 mins smoke break. not once or twice but thrice.

that is still fine with me.

i hate it the most when 2 or more of your friends are smokers themselves, they ask you to hold on while these people go to a smoking corner to take a puff and..

THEY WILL NEVER COME BACK TILL YOU HAVE TO GIVE THEM A CALL TO SEE IF THEY ARE COMING BACK OR NOT.

when they are back they say something like "wa lao, cannot wait is it. smoking what! wait awhile also cannot."

dammit, ure making me wait for u cos y'all decide to go to a corner with another 3 friends to inhale and exhale smoke which contains nicotine, tar and other harmful substances that the cigarette contains.

its not that i hate waiting or anything. but hell, im waiting for u cos reason.. u wanna smoke.

!!!

another thing is when they say they will be back in 5 minutes. dont believe.. trust me, they will be back in 15 minutes or longer. that is why i have to call to check if they are coming back or not.

yes, besides making u wait, one thing which annoys me alot about smokers is that, when they dont have the money to get their own cigarettes they start to go around asking other smokers for cigarettes. when they find the targeted party for a fag. they targeted says he/ she dont have it..

they cntinue to go hunt for cigarettes till they find a dumb ass(or should i say, pity them.) whose willing to give up a stick out of 19 other sicks which cost almost 12 dollars or more.

u know what???

if youre broke, DONT SMOKE. if the smoking addiction kicks in and youre too broke for it. is it any of these smokers who have money to get ciggarettes' problem?! no?

so yes, dont ask.

ive seen a few who has the habit to ask for it every single time. like without fail..

see, smoking makes u poor. so poor that u cant even afford your own fags. by all means, dont smoke.

there was once, i was hanging outwith suri and her friend at night. so we headed to one of the 24hr food court to have food. this dude, early 20's i guess with the stupidest looking hairstyle appaorached our table and asked suri and her friend..(seeing that the both were the same race as him.)

"have you got a ciggarette to spare?"

suri turned him down even thou she and her friend had extra to spare.

so when we were done eating, we didnt give much thought about that cigarette asking dude. we exit the food court and walked around. we saw that cigarette asking dude sitting right out side of the food court.

when we came outta, he looked at us as if to signal to us "im waiting for the 3 of ya." with some super psychotic expression i wld say.

we were so freaked. we quickly crossed the road and walked really fast. we turned our heads to see if hes following us or not. thank god he didnt. but he stood up and stated waving at us as if to tell us to wait for him.

suri den said "if he's following behind, the 3 of us will run ok?"

insanity kills man.

other than that, some smokers, when they are done puffing away. they dont throw their ciggarette butts in the bin. ok if they cant find any and if you wanna throw it on the floor, make sure u step on the butt till the fire dies out.

i know i sound im like so uptight about this matter but you will never know if the butt u threw is hidden somewhere among papers or anything flammable.

and if you know your smoking with friends who doesnt, kindly ask if they mid u light up a stick. if they dont ok, go ahead and light up one. but if they mind, either go one side to smoke or lighting up that stick later on. not smoking for 5 minutes doesnt kill.

dont just light up that stick infront of your friends who doesnt smoke, he/ she might suffer from sudden asthma attacks(if they have a medical history of asthma.) or probably he/ she's just unwell.

once, i had to pretend to cough to tell em the message that the smoke they exhale is smelly and annoying. normally i wld just take a few steps back when they start to light up a stick.

on the other hand, i appreciate smokers who have the courtesy to ask "mind if i light up a stick?" or say "mind if i smoke?"

thank you! i wld say. :D

sooooooo, the next time u think is fun to exhale a chuck load of smoke in my face. i wld burn you in the face after youre done smoking. (:
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VIRGINS.

you know what people? people are always thinking that girls are no longer virgins are so DAMN a big deal.(not all people but a handful, again.)

and girls who are still virgins are boring, ugly fat ass females which men dont bother to look nevermind screw em.

cos in their mind, girls who are no longer virgins are super fun and wild, knows how to have a good time, knows how to live their life to the FULLEST. who are willing to ride your dick, ANYTIME!

girls who are not cos they are just only willing to give it on the night of the marriage to their husband(which is true for some females.)

u know what? smoe non virgins are equally wild and fun as well. of cos if your meaning of fun means sexual intercourse. which i believe alotta guys thinks that

anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd..

i dont fucking care what you people(especially guys.) think. as long as im proud for who i am. u think i give a flying fuck about knowing that im still a virgin?

i know, im saying this cos i am still one. i probbaly woulndt say that if im no longer one.

ha ha! no youre wrong. i dont wanna end up like some girls crying over the fact that they give their virginity to a dude they barely know. u know what stupid girls? ure sucha dumb ass to give up to guys just cos they pressure you to sleep with em, if you dont. they will leave you and u decide to give in cos u wanna have them by your side and most importantly u want their love.

but guess what? their mind is nothing but lust.

screw you fucked up shit ass guys. __

the next time a guy treats you like that, ask them to go home and suck their own dick, they dont deserve you at all.
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im done ranting. phewwwwwwwww*

the spanish song im listening to is awesome! :D

bye.

that ive been missing out alot.

a little too much. its gonna take awhile for me to list it out and im gonna head to bed. i guess i will just continue this tomorrow.

.. sigh.
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im inspired to ................................................

!!

i dont think i needa blog anymore. i mean, i dont think i needa do any word entries anymore. i will just upload a drawing by none other than myself every single day and feast your eyes with the drawings. LOL.

ok, im done for tonight.

bye.

out of boredom. :/

ok, i heading to bed now..

i just uploaded this drawing here just in case u miss my drawings. :D

can u believe i just downloaded 2 korean songs? HA HA HA. outta my mind, ok random. :b

ciao!

so, its 15 minutes to 4am. im still here. i slept too much in between earlier on. came home from grandma's place at 8pm. watched fiona xie on "serves you right."

i dozed off, dad asked me to go to my room and sleep and i woke up 4 hours later. thats right, after midnight.

dang!

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so a few days ago, after split shift break ended at 6pm. i was walking with my colleagues back to the restaurant. while 2 fellow members pushed the trolley loaded with stuff in teh front.

i was walking with the chef. he was tellin me about his youngest son and i was laughin my head off.(his son is really funny! lol)

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so i walked on and i saw him walking towards me like face to face.. its been like 2 years since i saw him and u know right in the face kinda thing?

a few times its either i see him from a distance or just happen to see him walking past.

well i didnt really look at him in the eyes. i was walking & talking at the same time when he walked past me. i didnt turn my head to see his back, i cant be bothered. but im pretty sure its him.

dont ask if i wonder how he felt when he saw me. i cant give a f* what his thoughts are seeing me. so what if he thought otherwise? we were not dating each other at all. just got VERY close, thats all.

how i felt? nothing.. after not contacting for 2 straight years. all faded. hah! some might know who im referring to. if you have no idea. dont ask. its the past.

yeah i admit in the past hes like constantly on my mind and stuff. now, of cos its in my mind cos im talking about it here. trust me, as soon as i end this off. he wld slip off my mind. (:

i was 16 yrs old then. alot things changed for the past 3 years. so does the heart..

its ok if he didnt take me seriously.

its ok if what i did he thinks its pure entertainment.

its ok he thinks that imma girl who needs someone to talk to.

THATS OK. so i cant give a s* right now about r/s and LOVE.

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what is going on in my life right now? my work. the things i learn everyday and the friends ive made. thats the priority.

dating someone or a bf? hah! i didnt give much thought on that.

so this message goes to my mom:

"ma, please dont be so crazy and asking me to go get a bf out of the blue. i dont see the reason to getting one. i see that im leading a pretty normal life. ok not as interesting as other 19 yr olds.

but i dont see myself having the NEED to have someone in my life to give me a hug or surprise me with little gifts. having a heart to heart talk if i needed one. keepin me company. or anything couples wld do. with a hectic work schedule i have?

i guess.. i will not bore another person out. besides that, u think its really easy to find someone u love as much as he loves u with like a snap of my fingers? in my opinion, no.

i hope you understand, stop probing me with all that stupid questions. cos my answer will always be the same."

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people these days(applies to both male and females.) want too much in a person. not everyone but a handful of people. surprisingly the numbers are increasing.

he/ she gotta be hot. for girls they are gonna be hot too even if shes only in your boxers and t-shirt without make up on and hair looking like she just got outta bed. same goes for guys only without the makeup thing going on.

he/ she must be there when you need him/ her at all times, 24/ 7.

he/ she must be able to fulfil your needs and wants. in everyway u can think of. from financially/ mentally/ physically.. if you know what i mean. (:

he/ she gotta look good enough to start showing off to your friends. where by your friends wld not have anything nasty to say but singing praises and possibly green with envy.

& alot more. if i hafta go on and on. i think i need not go to bed already.

its funny to talk about this, when....

valentine's day coming in 10 day's time. red roses and dark chocolates. night spent in a restaurant with nice ambience and great food followed by a walk at the beach by the shore, holding hands. sealed with a kiss on his/ her soft lips and embrace each other. love is in the air.

ha ha ha.

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oh! i have no idea what has gotten into me tonight.. to be talkin like that. lol. i guess my mind works this way tonight. lollllll. (:

ok, i gotta go! ciao.

You should go look at this site if you have not! If youre interested in baking as well. :D

www.bettycrocker.com

So, it was a Sunday, yesterday.(ok, 2 days ago.) & I ended work at 7pm.. Headed over to Jason's marketplace to look for items to bake.

& I got my hands on this awesome cake mix!