things up in my mind now is like shuffling a pack of cards. i dont know what comes first and whats next. its all mixed & which ever card is chosen first, is shown. just like what is all in my mind now. jumbled up. so i will just blog randomly.

...like i always do.
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holy moley. less than 10 minutes to 5am.

thank god, it's day off for later on and the following day. claimed PH. i needa clean my room before the painting starts.
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as i was saying like a month ago, i wanna "spring-clean" my blog layout. but i guess i have to push that to a later date. no time for all the html code editing now.
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can i even say that i am physically and mentally tired already? if so..

i hereby, declare that, i am mentally and physically exhausted. i needa get away and not think about anything.. throw everything to teh back of my mind.

sip lemonade and hear the waves crash against the rocks on a sunny day,
sun shining oh-so-brightly high up in the blue sky.
clouds were barely seen. birds soaring in the sky.. carefree.
sounds of laughing, children.
ice cream man ringing the bell to attract more customers.

love is in the air..
with couples strolling by the beach, holding hands or simply, cuddling each other to enjoy each other's company and warmth(?)

kites flying high.
with the vibrant colors painted on the kites itself, the green, blue and purples did nothing but added color to the clear blue sky.

happy children, building sand castles out of pails and spades. digging a big hole fr their friend to get in and covering it back with the sand they have dug out previously.

the mummies just sit under the big tree, enjoying the sea breeze and chatting up a storm.
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isnt life blissful, this way? like how i had described? i wish..
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of cos, i dont totally hate work so much that i needa throw all of it in the back of my head..

aside from the bad things.

i see the finer side of work.. lemme briefly explain..
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here goes:

i go through bustling noises of the ventilator in the kitchen and yells("ORDER, IN!") from the chef for a new order.

clanking of dishes and bowls.

smell of char-grilled chicken and banger(English Pork Sausages.)

the buzzing sound of the huge-ass oven. the buttery mouth-watering, apple pie. the sweetness of vanilla ice cream.

the tanginess of the lemon mousse.

not forgetting the smokey flavoured sliced salmon.

sound of the running water from the tap and the microwave oven goes "beep beep beep."
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do i enjoy what i am doing? i have to say pretty much yes. tiring yet satisfying.. to see the smile of the customers and teh feedbacks is totally rewarding.

besides all that, the friends and laughter i've made? awesome. thou, a few douchebags still exist, but lets just push all these ignorant people all the way to the back of this beautiful picture and admire it.
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i guess ive said enough. alot more still in my mind. in the process of "shuffling." but i can't take it anymore. my eyelids weigh a tonne. i needa snuggle in my blanket and sleep the day away........

dont ask me out, i dont feel like it. im just gonna stay away from the outside world for the whole of today. :]
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well, laters.