:D

actually in a few hours la. about another 20+ hours or so! lol. since.. ive waited for 355 days already.

355 DAYS LEH!

sooooo, 20 more hours' nothing compared to the 355 days of waiting. hahahahahaha.
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push all that excitement aside, i shall do that when the clock strikes 12MN later on. woooooh!

it's 10 more minutes to 5am. i am going to bed after i'm done with this.

just praying hard that nothing happens in the day later on, which involves several missed calls and text messages left on my phone asking me to do a favour by replacing that dude who was suppose to be working but couldnt make it cos he called in sick or applied urgent leave last minute.

& i had to go cos there's no one working.. despite on my off-day. well i hope this doesnt happen later on. did happen last week..

i was sound asleep. slept like a dead log. the house phone rang, it was annoying but i was toooo tired to pull and drag myself to the hall to get the call. didnt even made any attempt to sit up, i was lying on bed all along just lifted up my head to see if anyone picked up the call. but no. reeve was like a dead pig also. we were the only ones at home.

SO YES, i didnt bother to pick up the phone. not knowing the call was from my mom. i was back to dream land again when my brother kicked me and said there's a call for me from dad. he told me that aunty cecilia had called. so i checked my phone..

3 missed calls. 1 new text message.

text message says if i can cover that dude's shift cos he called in sick.

obviously i didnt feel good. i was sleepy.. i slept only at 6 that very morning and it was 11+ at that time. but i still manage to give aunty cecilia a call to tell her that ive recieved the message from dad and chef and i will be there ASAP. so yup, i did go to work.

u said i cld have said ive gt something on and i am unable to make it, cos it is my day-off. but i guess, its the responsibility that comes to my mind 1st. yes, its my day off..

but aunty rajes wld be suffering from all the prep work and lunch service if i dun go and help lessen her work load right? heh. and last week was a day before christmas' eve. restaurant was SUPER busy. packed.. i did the right thing by rushing to work.

BUT i was 2 hours late laaaaaa. -_- LOL. i showered, stone awhile and had lunch cos i was starving. althou i wasnt there early for lunch service but i was there to help finish up prep worlk.

now now, i am not trying to sound like wonder woman. but yes. im pretty proud of myself for doing something lik that, i mean, in the past.. i wouldnt have bothered. seriously..

so back.. just before aunty cecilia and chef went back earlier on at work. they said..

"please switch on your phone and be on stand-by mode. sleep early and dont play computer games till the wee hours tonight, ok? possibility he might call in sick or apply leave."

whoaaaa.. ok. i will but dont be so suay la. i need sleep leh! :X im not saying i am not willing to go back if they really want me to. but yes, i need sleep.

and and and, I DONT PLAY COMPUTER GAMES! ):

god, talking about computer games just makes me mad.(i will personally make a rant about this the next time..)

talking about sleep. yes its partly me not being able to manage my time well. like usage of computer till 4 or 5 am then having to wake up like 4-5 hours later. that explains insufficient sleeping time and what not.

results? eye bags and tired eyes.

and dozing off on public transport. missing the stop im suppose to alight. thnk god it doesnt happen when im on my way to work but happens when im making my way home after work.

for instance, earlier on. i was sitting on the floor in the train. i was obviously sitting near the train doors that doesnt open. the doors that open for alighting and boarding were at the opposite side.(nothing wrong ok? train seats were all occupied. i was sleepy. i cant fall asleep while standing up.)

isnt it a lil stupid to be sitting by the door that opens for alighting and boarding!? imagine the train is getting crowded and people have to watch their steps afraid they might step your hand or anywhere. just cos ure sitting by the door that let passengers alight and board.

use your brains la, idiots! god didnt give u brains to keep it in your safe box and not make full use of it.

sooooo, before i get out of point again. so yes, i dozed off and my mp3 volume was turned u to maximum, couldnt hear which stop the train is at and stuff. so i assume i was reaching soon but not yet. as soon as i wake up from that short nap. the dooooor closed at "Tampines." i just cursed myself for forgetting to alight and slept thru out..

so i was thinking, thats ok i can get the train to bounce back and i will be able to alight at Tampines, since its only a stop away from Pasir Ris.

but no! when the train reached Pasir Ris, the train announced that is the last train to Pasir Ris, no more train service at this station. Again, I cursed myself. So I had no choce but to take a bus from Pasir Ris interchange back home. Hurrrrr..
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Grr! i think i have to set teh alarm if i decide to take a short nap on the train/ bus. LOL.. when i say short nap it means if the journey from one place to another take about 30 minutes or more.

if it takes 10 minutes to work from your place.. DONT BOTHER TAKING SHORT NAPS. by the time u settle down and close your eyes, ure already reaching there. lolololol.

so yeah, im on stand-by mode now just in case. like a doctor on duty. heh.

ok, i gotta go now. my eye balls are like gonna drop off from all that typing. EEEEEEEEE!

BYE!

ever recieved the above picture.. in your inbox that pisses u off so much? u cursed yourself for opening this mail and u hope the person that had sent it to you, burns in hell for wasting your time??


if you havent. i pretty much do.. hmm.

seriously, what the hell is wrong with this people??! i am referring to the person who had created that junk mail??


if MSN wants to close down our accounts, they wld have done it like 10 years ago, not NOW.

yes, ive been recieveing such mails since my primary school days. the exact same same mail, telling me or US that MSN wants to close down all of our email accounts if we dont send this around to 15 other people or the no of people they require. bla..


i use to think it was for real. what? i was only 11 years old then. every 11 year old kid wld think its for real. maybe not 11 year old kids, these days. heh.


so i forward that dumb ass mail t my friends.. till now? do i even bother?? NO, i dont. i just delete it and proceed to do something else.


besides closing of accounts. theres this junk mail, i am very sure, uve recieved it before and that is announcing that..


BILL GATES is sharing his fortune to online users who had recieved the mail and forward the exact mail to their friends. the more friends u forward the mail too, the more money you get.

worse part, people ACTUALLY do believe such a good deal actually exist and they start to forward it to all of their friends, which I did recieve it too.


Geez! such dumbasses still live? you ask me? yah, they still DO.


oh c'mon! if Mr. Gates wants to share his fortune, the media wld be talking about it already. need that piece junk mail to broadcast the message?? puh-leaseeeeee..


if Mr. Gates did talked about charing his fortune, why would he share his fortune with people like you and me? not blood related or any form of knowing him, personally.


"strangers" is the word to use.. YES, why would he share his fortune among us, strangers? I personally would MIND giving out a large sum of money to people whom I dont know of, since birth and..


if that person is not homeless, needy, ill, disabled, etc.


I wouldnt mind donating a sum of money to charities, the really huge ones which u know they really need the extra funds to keep their organization going.(of cos without fucked up CEOs running the organization. the infamous T.T Durai spoilt NKF's imagine. JERK!)


So, boys & girls, the next time u recieve emails such as, threatening to close down your email account in a formal way or come across, Bill Gates wld like to give u a sum of his hard earned cash. Dont believe and start wasting your time, sending it to your friends.


Cos no one wld bother, unless dumbasses like you tot miracles did happen and BILL GATES REALLY WANT TO GIVE U A SUM OF MONEY.


otherwise, keep dreaming. besides, wasting your time, it makes u look stupid and guillable.


u cld have use the time forwarding these dumb ass mails on something more meaningful. like help your mom mow the lawn, pluck weeds or water the plants. heh. (:
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other than that, Ive finished my rant. Im gone, it's 5 already!


HOLY COWWWWWWW.

in regards to my previous entry ranting about how annoying my asswipe colleague is..

omfg. it just makes my blood boil.

and he did again, this afternoon.

!!!
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he was asking me what is left on the prep list to be done and he pointed out whats feta cheese.. so i told him what feta cheese is and i asked if he bring it to the store..(he works 10-6, i work at 12-8. so he have to take the stuff to teh store.)

the following replies he gave made me wanna slap him with the huge-ass spatula in the kitchen, i swear. the spatula is as big as the oar u use to row your canoe.

so... the conversation was like this.

him: DO U KNOW THERES ONLY 1 TUB OF FETA CHEESE LEFT IN THE STORAGE PLACE??! U NEEDA TOP UP ALREADY. (oh hey, guess what? i know. i can see. ive got eyes, asshole.)

me: well, yeah i know. thats why i wrote it on the prep list on the 'things to take' section. did u take it then? i left one tray there on the rack.. i am very sure once u go in there u can see it.

him: i didnt take. how would i know, i didnt work yesterday.

me: ok, fine! then its on the list that u needa take. why didnt u take??!!

him: oh must take?? how i know must take?

me: (BLOOD BOILING ALREADY.) OF COS U HAVE TO TAKE! IF NOT, WHAT FOR ITS WRITTEN ON THE LIST?! WHATEVER THAT IS WRITTEN ON THE LIST MUST BE TAKEN. UNDERSTOOD??! IF I DONT WANT THE ITEM, WHAT FOR I WRITE IT ON THE LIST!?!?!?!!???!!!!!

him: *speechless.*
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did i over react a lil too much or is it him being a jerk as he already is??! or that is an excuse that sound a lil too ridiculous?? that dosnt sound like an excuse, sounds like a reply meant to be said for the sake of saying.

whats more, it isnt his first time getting stuff. cold & hot side, works the same. asshole. stop acting like its ur 1st week at work, and u made mistakes. like suddenly, u turned into a retard cos ure transferred to teh cold side.

isnt it common sense(it sure make sense to me, even if i used my ass to think), if u do not want something, u dont write it on the list. if u want that particular item.. you write it on the list.

why teh fuck, he said "OH, MUST TAKE??" is that reply of his, yearning to get fucked in the face ?!?

"NO LA, I WRITE THERE JUST FOR FUN LOR! COS I WANNA PRACTISE MY HAND-WRITING."
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besides that, YESTERDAY.. he was suppose to be on split shift but he didnt turn up for work, last minute tell teh chef, he wanna claim his public holiday. i was working at 2pm then.

chef called me at 10am, i woke up filling dizzy and shit(cos i slept at 5am.) to know that asswipe cant come to work. asked if i cld work on a split shift. obviously, i agreed.

ure asking, why should i cover that asswipe's ass.

no, am not. i agreed to do a split shift is because of, responsibility and further more, im doing the a favour for the chef. not that ass wipe.

THANK GOD, HE'S BACK TO THE HOT SIDE FROM TOMORROW, ONWARDS.
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my advise to you if u wanna avoid cold side at all cost.

1. stop acting like a pussy after u scalded your hand.. and get a week long, mc.

2. dont sms the chef to say that u cant carry heavy objects and touch water.
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funny thing is, he can CARRY heavy objects. like the soup pot, filled with soup. and he washes his hand frequently.

CANNOT TOUCH WATER WHAT. WHAT FOR WASH YOUR HANDS? DUN WASH LA.

CANNOT CARRY HEAVY STUFF WHAT. KAYPOH CARRY SOUP POT FOR WHAT?!
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soooooooooo, boys & girls! what can you conclude from this entry and the previous one? tell me about it. (:
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ok, i gotta run. ciao!

p.s: for this 2 entries, i am not making myself sound oh-so-mighty and stuff. i am just doing my part. (:

it's been a week since i last blogged. :/

ive been real busy this week, when i finally settle down to blog. i feel all tired and sleepy. grr! a good entry coming. promise! not really a good one. but i tryna make it interesting.

its more like a rant.. all the nonsense ive been hearing for the past few weeks. i try NOT to lose my cool as much as possible, dont see a point to get angry over such assholes. ):

!!!

im just gonna compile every thing, summarise and put it here!

so stay tune! :D
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time really flies! it's the weekends already. christmas' coming! i will try to come up with something, interesting for christmas! ;D
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work as usual. currently working together with an asshole who is so so selfish himself but he thinks i am selfish, WTFFFF??

seriously, i cant stand selfish people who are not aware that they ARE selfish themselves but go one HUGE round to point all their fingers and toes at you to say..

"hey u're selfish."

like seriously!

why am i sucha poor thing to work with this dude!? WHY!! firstly ive got difficulties explaning to him something in mandarin. i can say i speak mandarin pretty well but there are some things im not sure of. best part, his english is poor. thats why i had to explain everything in mandarin.

besides that, he's sucha sissy. the other day he scalded his hand from the fryer station, hot oil. he applied cream but complaint it hurts. so the chef let him off to see a doc.

he came back with bandage from his wrist to mid arm. (WTH!) den he was let off early that day and m.c on teh following day.

after that day of m.c, he was suppose to report for work the very next day right? well he didnt. he called to say he will only be back on thursday.

fine, thursday comes..

he called the chef again to say that he went to teh doctor to request for ANOTHER 3 DAYS m.c.

WHAT THE FUCK.

oh give me a break. u scalded your hand from the hot oil.. u had bandage, a day m.c that's fine. but up to a week?! u made it sound like u had 3rd degree burns till i cld see your bone. mind you! spare a thought for others too. just because of you, everyone had to work like a dog. cos shortage of manpower!

while ure having a great time resting at home with a very 'serious' scalded wound of yours.

not only that, he told the chef, he couldnt touch water and neither handling of heavy objects.

are u a sissy or u just simply gt your balls cut off. or MAYBE BOTH?!

it's understood why u cant touch water. but not being able to carry heavy objects?!?!!?! thats fucking bull shit.

u SCALDED your hand not a nerve/ tendon snap nor a fracture. i DONT see the reason for NOT being able to carry heavy objects. so the chef cant be bothered anymore, transferred him to teh cold side which is with ME.. (hes from the hot side, btw.)

he knew he was transferred there, he, again, texted the chef and said that he dont wanna work at the cold side.

and when he was back, last monday. i saw the scar on his hand, i thought it was a huge ass scar like 20cm long or even longer, cos the bandage was from his wrist to mid arm. but trust me, the scar/wound was small. like shorter than 10cm or so. -_-

scar so small, make a big hoo-ha about it like your wrist detach from your arm like that. stop faking it la stupid fag.

i gt deeper cuts than you and i didnt get it bandage like what u did ok? stupid fool. even the infection and scars on my hand are way bigger than your puny normal-looking scar.
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so back to him, texting the chef he DONT wanna work at the cold side.

HELLO, FAG.. u said u cant carry heavy objects. hot side is all about carrying heavy stuff and what not. that is WHY the chef transferred u to the cold side. fucking retard. you are working for the company. its not your choice to choose WHAT u to do. if u can choose...

I WANNA CHOOSE TO SIT AT HOME AND MONEY JUST ROLL INTO MY ACCOUNT. WOULDNT THAT BE GREAT?!

so just suck it up and do what ure told. stop complaning. damn, i came in 2 months later than you and imma noob in the kitchen line. real work. ure complaning more than me and IMMA GIRL, ure a grown ass man!

not only that. he started framing me for giving him so much work to do, that he was unable to go for his split shift break. he said i bullied him.

WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!
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- firstly,

i didnt bully u ok? im just ordered to tell u what to do. i follow orders. its not me, myself and I telling u what ure gonna do.

- secondly,

it is YOUR job. yes its mine too. but if ure told to do this and that. DO IT!

- thirdly,

are u selfish or what? u have the cheek to proceed to your break time and ure work is not done yet? if so, ur skin is way thicker than the elephant's ass. i dont even dare make a comment about going for my split shift break when my work is not done yet.

irresponsible fucker.
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for the past few weeks, i do split shift 3 times a week and im entitled break from 2:30pm till 6pm(thats long hours for nap and stuff.) i didnt go for my break but stayed in the kitchen to help out. WHY?

cos i wanna learn and its my responsibility to help finish whatever its not finish cos most of it, is my work.

and besides that, theres this aunty working with us. shes nearly 50. she do all that prep work all morning. do u bear to let her work some more after lunch service is over? obviously, not! so i tryna make myself useful and help her as much as possible.

im not trying to boast or anything like that. but i guess im better than that irresponsible fag.
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oh yeah! that dude.. when he announces he wants to go to the toilet, hes friggin END OF THE WORLD. he takes at least 20 minutes to come back and he goes 2-3 times, be it during lunch or dinner service. each time, its about 15-20 minutes long.

go multiply it and you can know how long he spends in a day just for toilet.

and thats not worse, if hes on a 8 hour shift(we are not entited break time, excluding your meal times.) he always requests a 1 hour break.

WTF?

i dont see the reason why he should get that sort of treatment. im not saying why he got it and i dont. but ure working! why do u need a 1 hour break when i dont see 10 other working colleagues of mine in the kitchen practising that too? its not ure a smoker or anything.

some work 10 times longer than him but never had such requests, unless they want a smoke break. but thats understood for a smoker. but he isnt..

he grumbles too much when hes given more work to do.

lemme tell u, u want lesser work? go brush up on your written english. speech as well.. work harder and be a chef den u can start ordering people around.. go for breaks as long as u want and as many times as u want. no ones gonna talk shit behind your back. (:

but i doubt u can be one. ur att problem just over power your good points. your spelling makes me laugh too hard/ much.

i shall take photos of it the next time and upload it here and..

DO HAVE A GREAT LAUGH! IM SURE U GUYS WLD! (:
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oh yeah, hes fucking stingy and a cheapskate too. he gobbles up all the food people buy and share around and its fucking difficult to see him treating people. its liek freaking gold when he takes out money to buy food treats drinks for everyone in teh kitchen.

just like earlier on, my dad made some braised meat, potato dish. he gave me a tub of it to bring to work so i share it with my colleagues, they can have it.

this fuckhead saw it and took a huge portion of it ok?!

(*&(*!#%

thats ok, since i said.. anyone can have it. BUT HE TOOK ALL THE MEAT AWAY and leave the fats there for others to eat.

selfish and inconsiderate or not u tell me?!?!

then the uncle wanna have it, he go and scoop some for himself to only find pieces of fat and potatoes in there.
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i wanna slap his face so hard till he forgets his name, sex and everything about himself. and earlier on, he threats that he wanna resign if i give him so much work again.

you know what?!

GO AHEAD AND RESIGN. your prescene doesnt help anyone in a good way but giving people alot of trouble not only that i get so sick looking at your face everyday. u disgust me.

i can already picture my days wld be 100% brighter without you around the kitchen. not only my days, the others too. u just gotta trust me on that.
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last but not least..

CUT OFF YOUR BALLS AND BE A GIRL LA, FUCK TARD!

if you wanna know.. that is exactly how i feel now.

my eye balls are on the verge of popping outta my eye sockets. terrible, terrible. i hate this feeling! especially when uve gt work later on.

whats more.. i vow not to stay up the whole night ever again if ive gt work teh next day! very harmful for the body! and, im gonna teach myself to sleep early from now on. grrrrrr..

so before i doze off anytime soon, i better get my ass to teh toilet now and have a icy cold shower to wake me up.

ciao! (:

after all that head bobbing and groovy music. time for a change..

something spanish, this time round. (:

although i know nuts about spanish. but i like this song. it's a love song eh? by the way x-tina sings it, i think it is. heh. ok, enjoy! :D

"Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti..."
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after 3 days of split shift and not going for afternoon break which i can make full use of it, sleeping and only sleeping at 4am, every night. what can u think of?

eye bags, acne, dark under circles.

now i sound like a young pregnant mother. damn, where's the dad? i remember im able to concieve without a man. muahahaha..

ok! where was i?? sooooooooooooooooooo, i have so much on my mind now and i cant be bothered to type it all out, reason is.. it's 4am now, yet again. and im gonna go to bed.

thank god, work at 2pm later on. otherwise, u can spot me with eyes that looks like its gonna pop! :/

i am thinking of drawing again! heehee. ok, so stay tune for my wacky ideas.

im gone *poof* (:
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p.s: oh hella, its me and my mind again. WISHFUL THINKING. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK. ))):

who doesnt love jim carrey?! no one does! everyone do! like me & u. (:

watch all of em! seriously, you'll not regret. i dont introduce shitty videos to all of you, do i? heh!










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laughing already?
stomach flippin?
tears of 'joy' flying outta your eyes?

(tag my board to tell me how u felt after watching it! LOL. :d)

HAHAHAHA!!

trust me, i was laughing so hard till tears flew outta my eyes. & you know it sucks not being able to laugh out real loud (like, "AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" and possibly banging the table, almost fallin off the chair. i do that all the time. :X) if you dont know how it feels. well, i do! cos my computer's in teh living room now.

cant laugh like how i want to, which is a torture. i can watch it over & over again. living color rock ballzx. :D

now you know why i LOVE youtube. (:

oh, watch 'Whose Line Is It?' awesome show!

Colin, Ryan, Wayne, Chip, Drew.

WEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

cant get enough of those. what is showing on channel 5 aint enough.. and they always do the re-runs at 5:30am?! who wakes up at that hour to watch it! zzz.
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ok, i gotta run! it's 3:40am!! i gotta wake up 5 hours later. work, split shift. urggggh.

somehow i think it suck to have your day-off scheduled on a Monday.

alright, ciao, people. (:

as what the title had said, im gonna blog about it. no pictures, thou.. sorry!
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somehow, i feel that i never fail to bring up my parents on my blog, time & time again.

just so you know..

my dad gets pretty unreasonable at times, its like the whole world is wrong but he is correct. my mom know that he gt this fucked up att, somehow she decide to go against him.

u said, whats the big deal, its the adults problem, anyways.

yeah right, who gets all the shit-ass nonsense? moi. i get it or even my brothers.

so my mom is out with her friends and not back home yet, its 6 minutes to 3am. i called her earlier on to ask her to come back quickly just in case my dad wakes up t find his wife not home yet, he wld start his grumbling and swearing.

getting me to call her.. fuck, right? right..

so to save myself from getting burnt in the ass. i called her like what ive mentioned.. her replies made me super fucked up and pissed at the same time.

i cant be bothered already, yet my replies to her were oh-so-sarcastic. if youre in my shoes, you would fully understand why i had to reply her that way. -_-

caron: hello?? ma, its gonna be 3 soon. are you coming back any time soon?

mom: yes, im coming back already. is dad awake? did he wake up..?

caron: do u think i will be able to call u to ask what time ure coming back if hes awake like..
now?? without him calling you and swear? -_-

mom: ok, fine. i told him earlier that my friends wld be coming down to meet me.

caron: yeah so? u know his character. he doesnt give a shit if you had informed him beforehand or not. he gets pissed to be awake in the middle of the night and not see u home yet.

mom: ok. ok.. call me once he is awake, im on my way back..(trust me, when she says that. her ass is still not moving, she is just saying to entertain me asking her to come home.)

caron: ma, guess what? i wont be able to beep you to signal that dad's awake. he wld be asking me if ure back or not and stuff and if he sees me texting, he wld obviously ask what the hell i am doing and suspects i am texting you to get u to come back. so will you, PLEASE.. for once.. just come back and not let dad make a din in the hse and as well as living hell for me?!

all she fucking replied was,

mom: ok ok, i will, i will. (!!!!!)
caron: aiya, i dont know la! just come back NOW la! *hangs up*

yes, i hanged up on her before she finished what she has to say, which i already know what she has to say.. 'ok, awhile more.'

now, you think i dont show any respect for my mom nor my dad. youre entirely wrong. lemme tell you, i treat my parents with respect. just that the way i talk doesnt look convincing enough to think i respect em.

that is how i talk.. when im pissed and ive done nothing wrong and getting my ass burnt for nothing.

seriously, why cant my parents compromise? yes i know, mom is catching up with ex-colleagues, she once worked with at Mandarin Hotel. but that doesnt mean you can hang out till wee hours of the morn and not come home and when asked, she just answers.. yeah coming back now but after an hour or 2 later.. u still find her sitting there, chatting with her friends.

seriously! i know i have no rights to be asking when is my mom coming home and stuff. but i have to, with an unreasonable dad like that, who breathes fire when things dun go his way and i get into trouble for something i know im not part of it. unfair or what? u ask me.

i dont know la! its really irritating at times. i mean, all the time when this happen.
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apart from my annoying and unwilling to compromise parents.. my fingers are irritating me too. both my hands are dry and itchy. condition, worsen. damn the latex gloves that had to be worn during service..(handling food. all about hygeine.)

and i cant bear the itch, i just scratch my hands. now ive gt scars all over my hands and fingers. scratch marks and cuts. fuck, my hands are extra fugly now.
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damn, im gonna go do something totally outta everyone's mind. (: i shall reveal it at the end of the year.(hopefully) might be shocking to some, i guess?

well, not breast argumentation or sex change la. lol.

hari raya haji, today! all muslims, hari raya haji! (: yes, hari raya haji to myself too, cos its my day -off. happy or what? very!

ok, off from here. youtube videos for a lil while. sleeping soon! comfy bed and snuggle, snuggle under my blanket, soft pillows and bolster. my only companion.. heh

later on.. grandma's house, i go!

ya la, i got no life.

bye.
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p.s: ok, i guess i am not being emo. memories of the past as i read my journal entries. heh. but whatever that is, its all at the back of my mind now. thanks for that text. its been awhile since i last recieve a text lik that. even thou u bid farewell to me on msn and say ure sleepy and heading to bed.

but to think, u even bother to whip out your phone to pen those words down and sending it to me is enough to show that ure a really nice friend. heh. glad to have u as my friend. cheers!

i doubt ure reading this. ha ha. (:

Call me boh liao..

But I just clicked on this horoscope site featured on Friendster to check out the traits of a Capricorn. Yes, my horoscope is Capricorn.

I may have check this alot of times, BUT I cant be bothered. SOOOOOOOOO.. Since, Ive not blogged for awhile, Ive decided to do this. Heh.

So this is the result Ive gotten:

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quiz

Heh. Read it. Somehow, I find most of them quite true. The rest are bull-shit or is it me not willing to admit it? LOL.

Pretty? Naw..

Smart? I wont say I am stupid nor overly smart. (:

Loves to dress up? Yeah, to make my friends laugh. I like to wear my mom's clothes when I was a kid, esp the long sleeve ones. Long sleeve top worn on my small petite frame(REFERRING TO ME WHEN I WAS A KID LA!) imitating the wayang-performers with my brother, wearing it too, looking like he had a gown on. LOL. LOL. :D

Loves to bust? Hmmm..

Easily bored? OMFG, yes! So entertain me, every 5 minutes or so. Just like how you people ask me to entertain you. I needs start charging already! :X

Intelligent? Pretty much. :D Heh. What?!

Fussy? Sometimes. :/

Seldom shows emotions? Well, yesssss..

Takes time to recover when hurt? I guess, so.

Sensitive? At times..

Down-to-earth? Yeah, I think? Am I? Tell me about it.. (:

Stubborn? Many times! My parents said so.

Loves being in long relationships? I think? I dont know. I have not gone into any relationship before. So I will re-answer this again when I am in a relationship. (:

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Oh, man.. I wanna go on some more.. But I am really tired. I needa go to bed, already.

Adios, amigos. :D

The weather for the past few nights had been made for sleeping! Agreed? Hmm..

yes, aloha/ hello/ ni hao/ hola. (:

i know i have not updated this shit here for a couple of days, i am still thinking what to put up.

just like how this lady standing infront of me while i was sitting down in a crowded bus. many times, she almost slipped and yes, wld just end up flat on me and prolly kissing me on the lips or something. -_- '

yet another rant coming from public transportation! lol. now i sound like i am hard to please.. grr!

but of cos, i wont talk about it now.. i am heading to bed, already. much needed rest/ sleep..

oh yeah, just as i was talking about how tired i am, these days.. i changed my msn nick, may look corny thou. LOL.. but dont get me wrong! if i am one of your contacts on MSN. go check out my nick ok??

obviously i am not going to reveal it here. if i am not on your contacts' list for MSN. DO add me up! caron_89@hotmail.com is the address. heehee. no, no, dumbasses and sexually deprived man/ woman/ kid/ human being.

imma alien, i dont have feelings. i dont know what sex is.. nether sex drive. (:

okay, before i go and on.. i better get going.
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bye world. :D