I deleted yesterday's entry and I am so PISSED now.

Read this: I.am.fucking.pissed.

Ok, not as pissed as an hour or 2 ago, Cousin, Suf and Raman knows what happened.

It concerns me, I dont wanna get public humiliation for something I have not done. Like totally, I will not do that.. Im not that attention-seeking and inviting trouble for myself. Im busy enough to deal with other problems.

I just emailed Channel U, Im waiting for their reply. I will tell y'all more when I get a reply from them. THEY BETTER!

I bet some of you fuckers wld be so happy that I got humiliated. Like finally your hatred towards me, revenge is done by others. Not you. Oh u sick fuckers, go fuck the wall and screech like a chicken. I cant be bothered with yall. I know Ive gt friends and people who care for me and stuff.

I dont need haters to come to try spoil my day, try harder is my advice to you. Think you can put me down by your sneaky actions, cunning ones. HAH! Youre wrong.

I guess, I'll never be able to cater to everyone's needs and make everyone happy. Cos some of you people out there dont deserve it.

Seriously, whats the point I treat u like a goddess when u talk shit behind my back and make me look like a ugly slut which u & I know, I'll never do something like that. WHY!

You know? I DONT fucking care how you see and think of me. Cos you, haters obviously have got a problem or something hatred towards me. No matter how much I prove myself of someone I am NOT capable to be. Its stuck in your thick skull that in your eyes, Im such a person, so be it. I cant give a flying fuck.

For your information, all these while.. I'm always being myself not being someone else I am NOT capable of. I repeat, NOT CAPABLE OF. You fuckers, get me?

5 years ago, I was still the same ol Caron. 5 years later, today.. I am still Caron. Its not lie Ive become Charlotte the next day and Chloe, next week. I am not trying hard or anything.

THIS IS ME.

Crazy, Witty, Hyperactive, Talkative, Too frank, Sarcastic(VERY.), Loud, Somtimes whiny, Vulgar, Rough, Smiley, Cheerful, Bubbly, Tom-boyish.

& the list goes on. Ask my friends who know me since I was 13. Aud, Suf, Cindy. They know me since I was 13. It's been 6 friggin years. Have I changed a bit? Personality wise..

I can loudly say, NO.. I didnt change a bit. Probably became crazier and much more sarcastic. & that isnt a dramatic change to the lifestyle Im leading. Does it?

If you think I am, noisy, fat, short, big, fugly, disgusting..

My mom should have strangled me , on the day I was born.Then I suggest you keep on fantasizing about how am I gonna get killed or how disgusting I look and scare the living hell out of yourself.

It doesnt affect me nor people who care for me. It's gonna make you super mad and even angrier why sucha person like me, exist.

Anyway, if you cant give a fuck about what I do and the things I say or worse, how I look. DEN WHY KEEP ON TALKING ABOUT HOW HEAVY AM I or how ugly I look? Why?

If you dislike me, you'll never look/ talk about me, NEVER. Get it?

Ok, now go fuck teh wall and think about how dogs hump.

2 words for losers like you out there,

FUCK YOU.