what did i do wrong for you to look at me that way.

make love not war. friends not enemies.. i swear to god that i;ve never done anything to harm you. why do you look at me like imma wanted criminal yet to be caught by the police yet. why?

i wanna be like the past, we laugh and talk. not giving each other that cold look and not knowing what to say. i had to pretend to look at my phone or pretend to text someone in order to avoid the embarrassment.

u say i wasnt the one. but u acted like i am the one who had caused all that shit. i didnt want that too, do i? after all.. im not very happy too. why would i cause someone in trouble and get em out so that i can continue to stay in there and do what i want? i dont. i dont have that intention. i wanna get out asap too.

why?
why?
why?

why is it my good intentions wld turn to bad ones. am i really that mean/ evil? am I?! am i really sucha pain to everyone..

i am really disappointed over what had happen. even thou all of us are not talking now. but we used to work together. the frinedship's there. one small matter break all that apart and now im seen as teh black sheep.

sigh..